dE.bLuEs

LasT for The YeaR

2009-12-31T05:08:00.003+08:00

Ain't gonna blog much for the past week. Too many things happened. I had a good birthday celebration and a good christmas. Thanks to whoever you are. New year is coming and hopefully there's a new start, a new me.

I've clear all my doubts, further proven my thinking on certain things. Am grateful. I am proud to say I know what are the things to be done and what not. Choosen some and choosen some not.

Went drinking with Adam at PH just now. Seriously, its a bad beer day. Tiger just sux. =.=" Oh well...

Friends, classmates & family

2009-12-21T01:09:00.000+08:00

Finally get the time to blog and shout about after a busy weekend. I suppose its gonna be a busy week again. More hangouts, more gatherings with friends and classmates.

18 Dec (Fri)
Busy working day but not that bad afterall. At least I do get some time to rot in office. =X After work, I was in Bugis, meeting up with a couple of friends for dinner. And yes, I'm late for my Marketing Mgt class. Pon the first class and late for the 2nd. =.='' Best of all, the lecturer seems... oh well... no comments.

After class, I was out with my classmates for a drink. There's Arthur, David, Randy, Gwen, Xiaoyan, Jonathan and myself. We went Alley's Bar at Somerset. Oh yes, Orchard 313 was opened and I couldn't recognise the place once stepped out of Somerset MRT.

Nice place to chill, nice ambience too. ^^

19 Dec (Sat)
Mum woke me up early in the morning. Together we went to the temple together with my siblings. Once home, I had my breakfast and spend most of the time in front of the computer playing Football Manager 2010 and watching Slyvester Stallone's Rambo series.

I spent some time preparing the ingredients for the dessert soup in the afternoon. Gonna cooked dessert for my classmates at Gwen's place during Sunday's potluck gathering.

20 Dec (Sun)
I woke up early in the morning for my morning jog. After which, I spent some time watching some taiwanese entertainent show on PPLive 2. Had my lunch, took a bath and went to Gwen's place.

The potluck gathering with classmates was terrific. Had a lot of fun. All thanks to Gwen and her family for being such a wonderful host. There's plenty of food, so much so many that we played this "Guess the number" game. Forfeit would be eating the selected food. Jeez... I sure gained a lot of weight after that. (Kenna a lot of times) We only left the place at around 9?

For more photos, look at my facebook. ^^V

suMMarY

2009-12-18T12:19:00.004+08:00

Blog a bit before my ever getting old memories fails me. Here we go... the summary of events.

10 Dec (Thurs)
Typically working day. Spent my time in the office clearing quotations and arranging freight shipments and deliveries. Ordered a birthday cake for my mum at Amk Central after work while on my way home. My 2nd brother was so eager and anticipated about Mum's birthday dinner that he called me first thing in the morning during his break while in camp. Keep reminding me to get a cake for Mum and must be a fruit cake without much whipped cream. LOL.

11 Dec (Fri)
Mum's lunar birthday, skipped my class. Mum decided to celebrate her lunar birthday this year as we; the kids will be at home. So right after work, I went to collect the cake, home and waited for my siblings.

Together, we went to the nearby Tze Char Restaurant for dinner. Had a really good meal. All in all, it costs me and my brother $100.50 only. It includes... Roasted chicken, Crayfish, Asam and Soy Sauced Fish, Broccoli with Scallop, Hotplate Tofu, & Ribs. Ate until so full that we actually walked home. We were home to cut the birthday cake.

I went out later on to join my online friends for a crazy drinking night. I drank quite a couple glasses of Tiger Beer (eeW) & 1 Guiness Stout. Smoked tons. =/ Anyway, we were at "2 Dawn" pub along Kampong Bahru. Then, we went to Club Ratchada behind Hereen in Orchard - more beer again. We left the place only in the morning like 4 odd. Dawn sent Ling, Gab, Cynthia home before heading back to AMK. By then, its already 7 odd in the morning.

12 Dec (Sat)
Slept for most part of the day except for lunch in the afternoon and evening dinner. I went online for awhile, whacked more zombies in L4D2 and headed out again to meet the same bunch of friends online again. This time at Bukit Timah. More drinking action again at Ipub located behind Al-Almeen. Well, Im a good boy cause I only drank 1 Kilkenny tallboy.

Can only say... sometimes its always good to cry out. It elevates the sorrow in yourself. Saw that in my friends after they drink. =/

Prolly... I'm really a robot... no feelings? *Luffs*

We had supper at Al-Azhar. I ordered 1 Mutabak Ayam as usual. Hurhur... Well, the people split their ways after that. I cycled home while the rest crossed over to play lan and pool at I.R.C

*P.S. Wherever Cynthia goes...there will be 1 kampong. xP

13 Dec (Sun)
Should be a resting day for me but I didn't. gotta fully utilize each and every moment I have and never put my weekend to waste. ^^ I was up early in the morning for my morning jog. Need to trim off some fats away after much eating earlier in the morning hours.

Spent the entire day at home playing FM2010. I was only until in the afternoon that I actually went out for cycling at ECP. Suppose to meet Nick but I didn't managed to spot him. Prolly spotting too much at beach girls. LOL. =X

14 Dec (Mon)
Prolly the worse day to start off for many people out there. Mondays are always blues. Same for me. But luckily, there's nothing much for me to work on and I spent some time in the office re-watching Rocky series. To be frank... its one of the outstanding movie series I ever watched. Great fight scenes and some scenes that will really touch the heart.

I almost forget to attend class for the day. Thankfully, I did check my blackboard for schedule... else I'll miss class without knowing. =X The attendance for today is really terrible. A lot of my classmates also forgot about the class schedule.

15 Dec (Tues)
Working day... more Rocky movie in office. Attended class again for today. Heard that there will be 1 big kampong heading down on 23rd. o.O Shall see. Had Financial Accouting for today again. More counting and tallying. >.<

16 Dec (Wed)
Typical working day. Planning on what dessert to cook for the class gathering at Gwen's house on the 20th. Prolly make a soup. ^^V Bought myself more beer, yes! beer! i mean A&W root beer lar. LOL. Felt gaseous after that.

17 Dec (Thurs)
Finished the last installation of Rocky Series in office. So far, I like the 4th, and the 6th installation more. Short excerpt taken from one of the scene in "Rocky Balboa (6th)"

"This kid's gonna be the best kid in the world. This kid's gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew." And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you, every day was like a privilege. Then the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow. Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that! I'm always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You're my son and you're my blood. You're the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, ya ain't gonna have a life."

I suppose that's a life lesson learn. To whoever reading out there... you know who I'm referring to. Stop pointing fingers. Things won't come the easy way.

Finished my work and I was home for dinner. Shortly, I joined Ling, Gab and Tom for pool session, Dawn dropped by after her work. Ended my day off with more chips and beer. Heh.

sChoOL

2009-12-08T23:24:00.001+08:00

Blogging for a 2 day journal. As expected of my working schedule for Monday, I shifted majority of the office equipments back to its original place since the floor was waxed and varnished.

It took an entire afternoon for me though. Not an easy task since its a one man show. =.='' But at least the office looks so much more better, neater with more working space. Good things don't last I supposed? My boss messed up the area as usual. <.<

Tuesday work is as per normal. Trying to get myself in a positive working mood throughout. Well... I had class for the day and its absolutely great. Finally get to attend classes and see my classmates. Oh yah... there's a couple more new faces in class. Those are students that took a direct 2 years course. Okae... I'm officially a Yr 2 Undergrad. hurhur... ^^V

Speaking of which, my face appeared on Adam's facebook profile picture. That's classic. Reminds me of poly days.

I ended my Tuesday night off with a can of Asahi Dry and more slaughtering in L4D2.

Weekend

2009-12-07T01:13:00.003+08:00

I had a crazy weekend? I spent the entire Saturday afternoon in front of the comp. playing FM 2010 and Left 4 Dead 2. Yes, I do mean L4D2; chopping and slashing zombies with katana, parang, chainsaw and etc. Its a good way to vent out anger I guess. =/

I went cycling out in the evening, headed to Tampines to meet up with quite a number of online friends for supper. Then, together with Nick, Cynthia and her hubby, we cycled to ECP from Tampines, then from ECP to Changi Village. Dawn was driving around too.

Practically, its just a lot of cycling and smoking throughout. I only reached home on Sunday morning. Took a bath, ate my breakfast and rot. I took a short nap after lunch till dinner. Mummy cooked steamed fish for dinner. ^^

Guess, later gotta shift things in office again. What a monday to start with. =/

quiEt daYs

2009-12-05T01:08:00.003+08:00

The past 2 days are really quiet. There aren't much going on. The similar routine of going to work, going home, dinner and heading off to bed. Most part of my Thursday was spent in the office sending quotations and organizing the documents in my workstation.

As for today, it started off with an early morning jog. I went to work afterwhich. I packed up the office and carried quite a couple rolls of carpets and samples since there's gonna be some flooring works to be conducted in the office on Saturday morning. Did all I could do.

My boss wasn't in the office for the afternoon and I had to do a 1 man show. Damn fucker. After I left the office, he didn't even have to balls to call me up. He sent an sms and asked me to work on Saturday morning. Crazy, why should I? Why should I go for that extra mile on my rest day and go back to help him carry stuff? Im only an admin employee. I already did more than what I should do today honestly.

Quote: A general will never win a battle if he doesn't know how to lead and command by example. Also, a battle cannot be won with just men alone.

Didn't join Adam and the rest for movie. Not interested in the show, too far, too late and none that I really wanted to see. Went prata with neighbour Dawn; suddenly have the craving for the curry. LOL. I didn't join YR, Jiajia, KD and Misa also. Can't be a road hazard after downing myself with 7 cans of beer.

Mummy ain't home for tonight since she's staying over at granny's place. She went for a wedding dinner with my grandma and 2nd aunt-in-law.

Tired. Beat. Dead. Empty. Its true, when its lost, it will never be the same again. It felt so wrong, it felt so right...

tYpiCaL

2009-12-02T22:12:00.002+08:00

I had a typical day, typical mood of going to work and back home. Nothing much happened throughout. It rained heavily during lunch and I had to wait for it to subside before I could get out to grab a bite.

On my way home, I seem to loiter around aimlessly, looking at people. Bought myself a 6 can pack of Asahi beer from NTUC mart at AMK Hub. Home, bathed, dinner, beer, PC and sleep.

toNs of StuFFz

2009-12-01T16:49:00.003+08:00

Trash. So many things happened. Lazy to blog. Dad in hospital and out, grandparents went overseas and back, my brother is home from Ex. Wallaby in Australia, finished my mugging and exams, crazy admin that got my exemptions modules wrong, almost got barred without a valid reason, went cycling to Boon Lay and back...

Seriously, I'm struggling a bit here and there but I'm ok. Cause its alrite to fall, to cry; at the end of the day, it will just get better.

Friday 13

2009-11-13T23:24:00.001+08:00

It's Friday 13th!!! Huat ar!~

I wonder if there's anything special or bad gonna happen. So far, none has yet to come except seeing lunatics for the past 2 days and including today. This is getting me crazy and bonkies.

Saw this particular woman on the train while heading to work on Wednesday. Then she kept on mumbling to herself and then suddenly came over to talk to me. I got kinda freaked out but I just continue playing with my cube and ignored her.

Took a half day off yesterday. Supposed to go to the bank with my mum to get a bank draft to pay for my school fees but then she couldn't make it. Jeez. Saturday then can settle.

Since I took a half day leave, I took a bus home. On the bus, there's this old lady that kept on complaining and scolding very loudly in dialect. She was practically scolding throughout the entire journey. =.=''

As for today, I saw this caucasian guy singing at the top of his voice in the train with a high sharp pitch. He left at Orchard train station. >.> This is nuts. Home, played FM2010 and rot.

sTagNaNtz

2009-11-11T12:53:00.004+08:00

Been awhile since I last updated the blog. LOL. Much events have happened... Gonna update the blog in short summary.

7 Nov (Sat)
I was out with friends at the beach. Yes... at the beach!~ Sentosa! Went suntanning, rotting and basically enjoying the view of people around. The most wonderful thing would be having a can of beer and lying down there with music turned on.

Relax...

After the beach trip, I went over to YR's place then cook! LOL...

8 Nov (Sun)
I woke up early to sent my brother off to the airport. He had to flew over to Australia for his military overseas training. Just nice, Dita was also in the same unit, so I got to sent them off.

After which, I spent the entire day at my grandma house. All i did was just cube cube and more cube. Had my lunch and dinner before heading home.

9 Nov (Mon)
Typical working day with nothing much going on. Clear a few documents and mailed a few quotations and that my day. My boss came back from his trip to Malaysia.

10 Nov (Tues)
The usual routine of waking up early, jogging, going to work. There's no class for the day since 17 Nov is the first day of my papers. Instead of going to school, I went out with a couple of my friends. Together, we went for dinner and then at TCC at Dhoby Ghaut for some slacking session. There's Dawn, Adam, Moment, Guru, DamnGd and me.

Spent the evening playing some "logic" games. Got really dumb at them. Baffled and silly. LOLs. First time tried Marlboro Ice Blast. I did not know there's this little mint ball in the filter till I went back and read up the article. Anyway, will stick to Ice Mint.

tired oUt

2009-11-05T10:40:00.005+08:00

I haven't been blogging for the past few days. Felt so tired after doing many things, working in the office and also busy with studies. Anyway, another month has past and it is November already. Soon it will be December and another new year will be here.

The past few days have been rainy. And I got drenched on 2 consecutive days due to sudden heavy downpour. The worse part would be having to be seated in the air-conditioned office. =/ Thankfully, I didn't get sick because of it.

Okae... During the past weekend, I was at home trying to do my own computer maintenance. Also at the same time playing Combat Arms (an online multiplayer game, similar to CS)

Not too bad... Am a lowly Corporal after 2 days of intense firefight. =X Shall play more.

Oh yes... I've bought myself a V-Cube 7 to replace the old one that was smashed. Then, I bought another V-Cube 6 to play with. Don't think 7x7x7 is tougher than 6x6x6, it is actually the opposite. For even n-sided cubes, they have edge and corner parity errors for the top layer as compared to the odd n-sided cubes. So yar, it means 2 additional notations needed in order to solve the puzzle.

Playing with v6 more... left v5 to buy next month. Hurhur...

oFF

2009-10-30T15:04:00.003+08:00

It has been some time since I last blogged. I can't be blogging without any interesting content isn't it? The past few days, I have been doing the same routine of eat, sleep and work. Ok... except that I went to school on Tuesday evening; CPY's house on Wednesday evening after work to repair her computer. (Which... nothing can be done about it since the graphic card was spoilt)

I have been working out on some new stuff recently, getting new softwares to try out with and also to play with - hopefully Office 14 will out soon. Meanwhile... Open Office v3.x seems kewl.

Im also working out on new recipes... thinking of cooking for my mum on her birthday. Might skipped that idea and bring her out for dinner. This year seems like only my youngest brother, myself and my mum will be celebrating since the 2nd brother will be away in Australia for his NS overseas training (together with Dita I suppose.)

Did some maintenance with the office computers and realised something. For HP Fax/Multi-purpose printer users, the HP ToolBoxFX programme given in the Driver CDs are not at all user-friendly and compatible with Microsoft Windows XP v.2002 w SP3. So yeah... long story short, office's fax is down. Damn. =X

I came out with a packaging sticker recently. Looks okae...

Well... time for more nite cycling and basketball later. heh.

sUpEr LonG

2009-10-25T21:36:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps... Im back to blog after my super duper long weekend. Heh. And this is gonna be quite a long one.

22 Oct - Thursday
I woke up early for the day. I went for my morning jog and was back home by 5.30. I took my bath and then dropped dead on the floor. Prolly I am just too tired. I only woke up at almost 8; changed and off to work.

My dad flew back to Indonesia and I took the same bus with him since he had a couple of luggage to bring along. I alighted outside Geylang Serai market and took a slow walk to my office.

Much of the time was spent on clearing emails and working on B&C. And yes, I've completed 75% of the catalogue CD.

As promised... the preview image.

I had class in the evening. However, its at Queenstown, UniCampus. =.='' I didn't really like the main campus as it ii really really far from my workplace and my house. Lecture was fun since it was conducted by Peggy. I ate a banana during the break. Its good for the brain. LOL.

I took MRT to Redhill and then took 132 home. On the way, I passed through the busy Town area...

23 Oct - Friday
The day started off as usual. Typical working day but at last, its Friday and weekend's near. I was at work with my catalogue CD, editing the coding and trasition here and there...

My boss collected the cut samples from Gillit Trading today. Its mainly for the sisal product range. Bad news... I have to label the samples and packed them into boxes but the stickers given by the supplier doesn't work and supposedly those are meant to be ironed on. =.=''

So my suggestion to my boss was to get those craft glue so that we can get it stick on. However, he said he shall try ironing 1 piece back at home. So I questioned him, even if it works, are you gonna iron all 300 pieces of samples one by one? Or am I gonna do the labeling? He kept quiet.

Rather than bringing an iron and ironing board to iron all 300 pieces of samples, I demanded getting the glue. For sure, I knew Im at least getting my work done instead of wasting time off hearing his crap ironing method in office.

I went off back home. Took a bath and headed over to YR's house for gathering. Together, ther Eileen, Misa, KD, Angelia and Simon. We played a bit of mahjong, and the rest of the time we were playing Taboo.

Oh yes... we did some cooking. LOLz...

24 Oct - Saturday
I stayed over and yep... I slept in the living room on an armchair. Since Im wearing long white sleeves, I think I scared YR's dad early in the morning. Prolly, he might be kinda stunned, thinking... "someone wearing white in the living room!" =X

Woke up early at 6 odd almost 7 and I prepared minced meat congee for the people. ^^V

My pot of masterpiece... =X

KD's serving portion... Nice decor by YR. LOL

I went home after that while the rest went for K Lunch at Marina Square. ^^ Mummy cooked wanton noodles for lunch and I had it with lots of chillis before napping. I only woke up in the evening for dinner. Played a bit of FM 2009 before heading to sleep. ^^

25 Oct - Sunday
I slept for the entire day though. Practically, all I did for the day was just eat, sleep and rot. =X Oh yea... There's this nice movie on channel 8 in the afternoon. The title is "Lifeline" 十万火急. The show reminds me of those firefighting days again...

I cooked my dinner and went online chatting with friends. Found this nice program called HaoETV... With it, I get to watch soccer matches... hurhur. Aights. Time for my Arsenal match!~ ^^V

niL

2009-10-21T23:43:00.002+08:00

So happy today... I got so many things done in a day! Basically got my Brink & Campman '10 catalogue working in a day. =X I guess I must be crazy.Hopefully I can come out with a product CD by ending Friday. Gambate!~

Preview to be loaded up soon. ^^

gaMe pLaYinG

2009-10-21T05:18:00.001+08:00

20 Oct
Typical office work for my Tuesday. I finally completed my BPS catalogue; included the 2 new products and now it is time to focus on something new.

My colleague was damn funny. During tea time, I asked him if he could get me a red bean bun along the way back to office, but he got me those 6 buns 1 packet type. xP

I brought along my rubik cube to office today and I played with it for the rest of my afternoon after completing my work. Met up with moment and together we went to Dhoby Ghaut after work. I left earlier since I had Macroecons class at 7pm. Peggy's class will always have her long stories without a fail. Really had a very good laugh.

I went over to PS after class to meet up with moment again; this time with Adam and Vincent. I had a good long talk with Adam on the way home. Cooked my own supper, wash up and went to sleep after which.

I read your blog, my comments is:
不管别人怎么说, 只要你不去理会, 说说笑笑也无妨
越去理会, 越想阻止反而会把事情越弄越糟, 不是吗?

Go think.

PS. 这就是我的直率. 我的直率也是你玩不起的.

...

2009-10-20T06:55:00.003+08:00

Good things are always kept to the last. I believe that is always a fact. ^^

Monday was the beginning of more work and when work comes, there's no space for others. Some of my friends had their off-in-lieu since Saturday was Deepavali. And it was kinda annoying when they ask you out and you can't.

Started the day off with my routined jog. I was back home for my breakfast and bath before heading out to work. It was really frustrating to get a lot of morning office calls and I just couldn't focus on my flash coding. Some shipment issues here and there. =/

I skipped my lunch; I had a tea-lunch instead; consisting 1 loaf of bread.

Preview of the BPS catalogue (Under revised coding)

New catalogue from Brink & Campman

I need to come out with new design draft. Gotta crack my head for a new layout.

I left the office late, 6.10pm. The ride home was that damn packed and I almost got stepped on in the train. While on the bus from the interchange to my place, the 169 bus almost got into an accident and does an e-brake. There's these 2 girls standing next to me, flung forward at my direction. T.T

Went online, did my research and some gaming and headed off to sleep at around 11 odd.

tHinKinG

2009-10-19T00:43:00.002+08:00

It a boring day afterall. I didn't go anywhere, I didn't do much and all I did was to stay at home and played my game. Good boy eh? LOL...

The only thing I did in the afternoon was to polish my combat boots. Left it in the storeroom ain't healthy afterall; I did not want it to get moldy.

Changed my Office 2007 product key.

My mind was totally empty... just empty. For the first time, it was just empty. Im just wondering why. =/

bLogGinG forR wEeKeNd

2009-10-17T22:47:00.003+08:00

Here I am, back to blog for 2 crazy days. Its once again weekend and it was time to relax again after a long terrible week at work.

16 Oct
Friday will always be the most sluggish day to work since its the last day of the working week, the brain won't be functioning since it was shut down to lala-land. Weekend programmes just kept on running throught the head.

Finsihed some part of the BPS catalogue update. All left was the main product page and specs link. During which, I was watching some anime online. =X You can't blame me, the time just goes by very very slowly.

Angelia and Eileen gave me a call while I was out of my office. They invited me over to have a gathering with YR, Fion, KD, Simon, Minnie and Jason. We were at Harbourfront food court. Had a chat, dinner (I dined at home) and the thought of having mahjong over at YR place came out.

Not long after, I went home to have my dinner, bathed and nuah a bit before cycling down for mahjong session. Played a bit, nuah a bit for the entire night only to cycle home again in the morning at around 7am. Need to thank the peeps for the good day trip.

17 Oct
I believed today was truely a sleeping day for me. I slept throughout the morning till 8pm? But of course, I had a very heavy breakfast before sleeping - 3 packets of instant noodles at one go. *burPs* =X

Happy Deepavali anyway. I suppose tml will be a better day. ^^

neW.

2009-10-15T20:02:00.002+08:00

Felt so much better... Need to thank the people who are there. New start new beginning. Looking forward to a new chapter. =)

miSsinGz

2009-10-15T06:01:00.001+08:00

I somehow did not blog for Wednesday. I am just too tired. 4.30am was the time which I woke up. Brushed my teeth and there I go, morning jog. It was just another long day to go afterall.

Work was the same... very very mono. Instead of continuing on Constantine's carpet flash catalogue, I worked on Bentley's since it was just another 2 new products to be updated.

I was home late though. For sure, I did not have a good day at all. In one single day, I've received "complaints" about someone. Weizhong showed me the chatlog in the afternoon, and at night, Titu showed me another chatlog. Although like what Jack said, its just online, why so serious? But I believed from the way he response and his actions shown to me and moment during the weekend. I doubt there's any sense from him.

Aftermath: Joined the channel, does the kill, +kb and part the channel. I supposed people there are stunned. It looked stupid but I felt that rather than letting him in there and continue to provoke people, my friends, I might as well shut him out and stop all the nonsense.

Sms-ed moment till I fell asleep. Fatigue just took over me. Bon Voyage to Weizhong, I guess he should be in Taiwan by now.

trY

2009-10-13T23:03:00.001+08:00

Nelly Furtado - Try

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

Finding this song meaningful...

raNdoM

2009-10-13T16:09:00.004+08:00

Just some random thoughts... might as well blog it down.

"Mind over body, heart and soul" that was what WO2 Ramle taught me and my NS buddies during my ERS course. I guess it still works well for me till now. To do something, 1 must start with the head. To have a clear mind on what you what to do is the most important. Think. Of course, actions must be done. With shear determination, it will overcome physical exhaustion, your morale and lastly, exceed your intended goal.

I'm beginning to hate people that only does the talking but not doing. >.> Boss. But whatever it is, I am still learning to work my ways out on the things I've said. It might sound like some stupid guy's talk/idea but we do have to honor our words isn't it? Be responsible for the things we said and does.

Started very very early. Woke up at 2 odd in the morning to blog and then rot online. I went jogging since it had been quite some days. Need to rest my left knee afterall. Somehow, today I seem to finished my jog faster than before, it took me just around 30 mins. And yes... no pain, no gain. More pain, more gain.

Seems like the red complexion of mine is getting more and more attention. LOL. (Mind you, I don't go around naked and parade myself. I only do that at home =X)

During lunch time, the hawker auntie was asking, "Boy, you go drinking is it? Face ang ang!"; then her son said "aiyo, cannot liddat say! See~ his face ang ang paiseh liao!" LOL.

The office workstation of mine finally got an upgrade to its hardware component. An increase in 2Gb of RAM to its current pathetic 490Mb. Which means... I can multitask more. =X Its also a indirect hint from the boss... I need to see more work productivity. <.< Nvm.

RAM... The 2Gb!

Peggy's class is on later. Guess. I'll get more attention again. LOL

Ang ang bin. LOL

eArLy~

2009-10-13T02:49:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps~ morninG! I suppose many should be sleeping by now. My body mechanism really changed. Seems like its a good thing afterall. Sleeping early and waking up early.

Monday seems to work well without much issues. Everything went on smoothly. The only interesting part would be... getting everyone's attention due to my red skin complexion (went tanning). My boss even cracked a joke out of me, stating "You looked lucky today! Ya red!" =.=''

This also reminds me of what yimao said the day before when she saw me under my blk on Sunday, "Why so red? You went drinking?" Lolx.

I wanted to go out after work though but it seems like there's also nothing much I could do so I went home straight away. Bathed, dinner and sleep. =X

Im so looking forward for the later part of the day. My workstation gonna get more RAM. whee~ Happy! ^^

*Chance - the opportunity to be grab or to let go. Everyone are given chances. Once lost will always be lost. Given chance again, it won't be the same as the previous one, for the entire gameplay will be changed.

I have anticipated the gameplay.

sPeciaL eNtRy~

2009-10-11T23:53:00.010+08:00

Hello peeps, its time to blog all over again. Very anticipated right? This is gonna be a very very special entry cause it is gonna be a super long one. Starting from 9 Oct till today 11 Oct. Jeez... (sounds like special Naruto episode) Lol.

But first of all, I wanted to thank my friends for the marvellous and superpack weekend which I really enjoyed. They include, prac, moment, Weizhong, Dawn, DJ and Adam! Really wonderful people to hang out with.

9 Oct
Started the day really slow. Very lethagic since I did not slept for the night and went to work after that. I did not even have the motivation to work to think of it. But luckily I told myself, in order to have a good weekend, I need to finish up all my work so that I can enjoy myself and not to worry about office work. Cleared my 2 O&M report for Hongkong Land and Raffles Quay Asset Mgt carpet installation.

There I go, type type type for the entire day till I finished work.. After work, I rushed home to bath and have dinner with my family. Changed and off I go, went to meet up with Dawn, moment, prac at Paya Lebar. We went "Wan Toh Siek" at Geylang to grab a bite. During which, we also dropped by Sheng Siong Supermart before meeting up with Weizhong at Siglap.

After that, Dawn drove her car and together we all went to ECP for a stroll early in the morning. Rot a bit, nuah a bit and all of us went back to AMK's Mac. Fwah... tell you guys wad... The friends are evil! They took videos of me. (See video section) =X But then, its fun lar. <3 you guys and girls to the bits. We went home after that.

Half dead...

LOL... =X

10 Oct
Due to the gathering on Friday evening till morning, I only woke up in the afternoon. >.< Too tired to blog also, and and... I was late for the first session of my tutorial. =X

Thankfully, they have the 2nd session. Did quite okae for my little quiz for Macroeconomics. After class, I walked over to Bugis from Dhoby Ghaut to meet up with Adam, moment and Weizhong. Phone batt dead at the wrong time. =/ but for sure, Lady Luck was with me, I managed to get them at 2nd lvl Bugis Junction area. Saw Rizal too.

Together, we walked to Suntec, accompanied Weizhong to get his camera casing / pouch. We even went to the arcade to throw balls. Had so much fun yar? Adam left early since he got to meet his gf, whereas for me, I had to rushed home for dinner but still meeting them later at Bukit Timah for pool session.

I was home for dinner with my mum, dad came back from Indonesia with a lot of mangoes. Oh yes, I showered, changed and cycled down to joined them for pool. There's prac, moment, Weizhong and DJ. Jeez... we must be crazy. =X

Oh well, somehow I must say, DJ kinda pissed me off by poking me with the cue stick while I was trying to aim. And when he went off, he forgot about his bag and I had to cycle to his place at Bukit Batok. =.='' Luckily, its nearby else... #%@&?!%#$@

It took me quite a while to cycle home though since I am still very very sleepy & tired; somemore I had to go suntanning with Weizhong on Sunday morning. By the time Im home, Its already 0240 in the morning. X.X

11 Oct
Today was really really solid. I managed to get myself awake all thanks to my alarm clock. Its time for the beach. Steady pom pi pi, after wash up, I chop chop threw all the items into my barang barang before heading out. Its quite some time since I last went to the beach... and thats like erm... 2 days ago. ECP =X (but thats moon tanning. LOL)

Met up with Weizhong @ 1000hrs at Harborfront MRT station and together, we boarded the Sentosa Express to Palawan Beach. During the journey, Weizhong was telling me about the E71 cellphone which he picked up during his cab ride home. Then coincidentally, there's these 2 gurls sitting opposite us was talking about their phone missing. Good gracious, I wonder how did she lost her cellphone when she holds it in her hand. =.=''

Nice view of the beach

Well, we picked a very nice spot at the "Southernmost point of Asia Continent", the island with the twin observation towers. We spent most of the time bbq-ing ourselves and basking in the nice cooling seawater and there's so many little fishes swimming around us.

The way to suntan... Teppanyaki mutton on baking hot granite rock ^^V

Heh... almost done~ You want medium rare? =X

Aiseh... pose a bit.

Cooked mutton going for his bath~

Say cheese!

So after the beach, we met up with moment at Vivo for lunchie... Weizhong and I seriously have a verocious appetite for food. We both had a foot long of Subway sandwich and then have a continuous round 2 of mee pok / mini wok at the foodcourt.

Must eat more~ Else you all eat mutton where got meat?

TV show~ eR... wait... I forget thats my cellphone not a remote. =X

By the time I reached home, Its already 5 odd in the afternoon. Had my dinner and napped till 10 odd before waking up to blog this exclusive post. LOL. <3 moment for the videos lar. =X <3 you peeps for the powerpack weekend.

P.S Im reddish and bbq-ed. Juicy and yummy. LOL

tHinkinG haRd

2009-10-09T07:20:00.001+08:00

I did not sleep for the night. Sat alone in my own room and thought very very hard, the things I want to do and work on, the people whom I want them to stay or leave.

I can only say... I promise to treasure anyone even more that stays with me.

I know I am bullish and very stubborn about certain things but when I find that its time to give up, I will let go even though if its not good for me. I don't need you to show that sympathy / pity on me. Since you decided to go, just go and leave me alone. If you can't, I'll settle the rest for you in which ever way I feel its right.

Die... today go work confirm red bloodshot eyes. LOL.

madNeSs

2009-10-08T11:56:00.004+08:00

I wasn't jogging for the past few days. I think my body ain't in any good condition to continue running. Need a pause.

The news nowadays were more about the typhoon and flood in the neighbouring Philippines, earthquake in Indonesia. The damages caused were terrible. =/

Work is as per normal; and yes, Weizhong asked me out after work. Together with Doujiang and him, we went walking around City Hall area and Clarke Quay.

Weizhong and me at Singapore River, Doudou the photographer

We lost our sense of directions while trying to walk to Clarke Quay from Suntec. =X The jelly beans I promised to get for Hazel was really hard to get. We went searching all over the place till we finally managed to get it at Carrefour (sad thing is, its not the correct one. Damn xP )

I went clubbing with friends later on at Rebel and Lunar. Guess its a good thing that Weizhong left early. The good for nothing "xia lan kia" was around. Not to mention Weizhong, I also have the same urge to smash my beer mug over his head when I saw him.

Seriously, I don't respect people who toy other's feelings like a rug doll and coming back again treating the same person like a spare tyre. 我看不下去. My heartfelt feeling says so.

Same, I wouldn't even care less for anyone who are already sad and continue to make yourself sad by finding the source of your own sorrow. Cause, I realise, no matter how much effort and concern I put in, it will also be pointless. At the end of the day, it is not my issue, it is just your own decision. Just don't blame me for being ignorant. All I can say is, I don't need you to come and tell me "he is coming". All I need is 1 simple word. "Stay" or "Go".

Thankfully, Titu and Eve were around to make my day. We went listening to the live band and performances. While at Lunar, I told Hazel to clear all her ladies drinks since we doubt she could finished them all; and I'll try to finish up for her. Ended up the bartender gave us 2 Martell Green Tea, 4 glasses of neat on the rock. Chao turban... then Sotong and I 1 shot cleared 3 each. T.T

We left the place after its closing. I went with Bill's car, sending Eve and Hazel home before he dropped me and Titu at Gombak area for morning breakfast. Had economic beehoon to munch on before heading home, bathed and going to work again.

ntH.

2009-10-07T02:17:00.000+08:00

Office comp. is finally up today. More work piling up. =/ Trying hard to clear them 1 by 1; so far left 2 O&M report left. Die...

There's nothing much except for email email and email. =/ Slept a bit in office also. LOL =X School is as fun as usual. But then I can't seem to understand the lessons that Peggy was trying to teach. Ended up I went home with a very puzzled mind.

I wanted to sleep yet I couldn't. Had a few glasses of vodka mix, sms with moment before finally knock out.

bLueS?

2009-10-06T01:01:00.004+08:00

Monday is never a blue day when you have events packed for the day. Thanks Adam for his kind invitation to his house for Raya celebration.

Today, the office comp. died on me. Thus for the rest of the entire day, I was practically doing nothing but just staring at the webmail blankly and online in facebook throughout. While in office, I've watched a lot and a lot of MV. They made the day too. ^^

After work, I met up with Adam and together, we took a train to his house and meet up with the rest. They include, Doudou, Prac, Dawn, Julian. We also have Kei, Melt, Jerlyn and Jimmy that joined us later on. I've bought a watermelon for all. Hurhur...

Adam's family really a good host. Kudos to his mum and his sister for the wonderful dinner. Oh yeah, hope his dad gets well soon. ^^

Adam and me!~

Group photo ^^V

Everyone left Adam's house at 10.30pm though. Anyway, during which, we watch MJ's video and also Dance flick. Really had a good laugh.

On the way home while walking with Dawn, we saw this car. The front bumper totally gone, inclusive of the car plate. Its like having a mouth without the lower jaw. LOL

Power right? =X

faMiLy

2009-10-04T23:19:00.002+08:00

Today is Mooncake festival... time for family gathering. Hope that everyone will have a good day ahead. Spend time together with family and stuff like that.

I woke up early today. Maybe I just couldn't sleep well due to the backaches. It rained in the morning and I managed to sleep more till my mum wake me up for breakfast and lunch aka brunch. My grandparents, uncle and auntie came over my house in the afternoon.

When they came over, the usual session begins... =X
We played mahjong and throughout the entire game, I did not even managed to win a round or anything. Luckily, its just leisure game. Else, I'll be paying a lot and a lot of "school fees". First time I play mahjong never even win a single round. T.T

I went for my 2nd half evening nap again since I kept on losing, only to wake up for dinner with the family. My mum made braised duck, ABC soup (steamboat style), steamed fish with soy sauce... and and and I had 4 bowls of rice. =X

My grandparents went home after dinner and after that, my mum, my brother and I styaed home to have mooncake. Did went online for awhile and yep, thats it for the day.

2 daYs

2009-10-04T01:47:00.004+08:00

Need to blog for 2 days. This would be a 2 day entry. ^^

02/10/09
Finally Friday, last day of the week.

Work is crappy as usual. The delivery of Alphatron Office's carpet was done today. Im damn pissed with the way my boss does with the shipment. To incurred less cost for this shipment, he tried to cut the 60 dollar delivery cost of sending the entire tiles to 1 location instead of 2. (His plan failed when my colleague told him off that his car is not a transport vehicle.)

Next, the delivery worker was reduced to 1 instead of 2. Ccb, ended up the transporter also "guai lan" with him, give him the driver (considered 1 man) and I have to carry 8 big cartons of tiles up to my office at 3rd floor.

But heck la, Its a friday, ain't wanna spoil my mood for the evening because Im going out with Dawn and moment for dinner! We went to Sumo House at AMK and we walked around AMK Hub. I bought a toy pushie hammer club for myself. =X Thanks Dawn for driving us to Bukit Timah Plaza.

ME!!! pose~ =X

Doujiang and me

Looking at some... mwahaha. =X

Together, we played pool with Doujiang, Melt and Prac. Raine joined us later on in the morning. Dawn went off early since she had work and the rest of us played till the next morning. =X

The sheep aiming~ Aim aim!

Jan drove over to see me. She didn't joined the group and went off after that and I didn't like it.

03/10/09
After pool, togther with prac, moment and raine, we took a bus to Batok. Prac and I sent moment home. LOL. Next time can stalk moment. =X

I dozed off after I took my bath when I reached home. Too tired I guess. What to do. Im old. =X Today is Mooncake festival. So I spent most of the day with my family. Having dinner at home.

Mummy bought this very very big mooncake and we had steamboat at home for dinner. Nice. I went for kopi-ing session with Titu in Batok before heading down to Yew Tee to meet up with Weizhong, Pink, Zhiwei & Raine. Rot a little, chat a little and I cab home. What a day.

P.S. moment, take more photos of me next time. Exclusive rights for you. =X LOL

haPpY~

2009-10-02T00:03:00.003+08:00

So so so happy today... there's an outing!

After the typical routine of waking up early and go jogging, work, I get to meet up with my friends!

There's finally a gathering at AMK after so long and there's a lot of people going. We have erm... Myself xP, Dawn, Serene, Prac, Adam, Moment, Julian, Doudou, Jack, Melt, Shasha, Jerlyn and Jimmy.. We had so much fun, for me especially. Took a couples of crazy photos at MacDonalds jeez... LOL

While they were having dinner, I went teh-ing with Jack at the nearby S11, catch up a bit since its quite some time since I last saw him. We went pool after that. Played poorly. Its bad aiming day. LOL (tsktsk... luckily go toilet got aim properly xP )

I went off early since I have yet to have my dinner. Together, I walked back with Dawn. Home for a bath, dinner and sleep.

Oh yesh, need to thanks Moment for the song. You are <3s hurhur...

My favourite photo of the day... (Jan say I look old liao)

Wednesday madness.

2009-10-01T05:22:00.002+08:00

I didn't not manage to blog for yesterday, too tired to blog also. It was a wednesday madness. Starting the day at 4.15 am, I went for my usual jog round the park. After which, I had my breakfast and headed off to work.

My windows live mail has been giving me problems since Monday. The synchronization with the server kept on giving me all error messages and all I could do is to use Outlook Express. Tons of corresponding mails to reply.

I had lunch at the local Dunman Road food centre - the super hot wanton mee... power!~

I went off early from work and went for my ICT briefing back at Yishun FS. Well, good to see some familiar faces. Skipped school, and headed home for a good rest.

iNsoMnia

2009-09-30T01:04:00.002+08:00

I can't get to sleep at the current moment. A lot of things running through my head. heh... maybe I am just a bit tipsy after drinking some vodka. ><

Tuesday is definitely a good day for the busy week. Its so much more relaxing and I've managed to get myself working. Email has been down for the past 2 days in office but nevertheless, I've completed what is to be done.

Much pain is still felt on my legs. LOL... loving the pain. =X (sadistic)

I had a great laugh during class. Peggy's class is wonderful. It is hard to get a lecturer who will really get the class moving with her jokes and stories, especially after a tired working day.

I am thankful for the day. Really looking forward for the busy week. Want to meet me? Please book in advance. LOL. =X

Always end the day with a smile. For a smile will bring another smile for another. =)

paiN

2009-09-28T23:21:00.004+08:00

Another monday blues... But it does not really applies to me. LOL.

Boss ain't around throughout the entire day except till 4.30pm, coming in for awhile. Throughout the entire day, I was watching anime. Ouran High. (You spell it that way? <.< )

Morning run as usual. Another 1 big round circling the park in the early morning. And now, practically, my left knee and both thighs hurts. I suppose I felt sadistic enough to go jogging again after I reached home.

No pain no gain
More gain more pain

Pain keeps me awake
Pain keeps me thinking
Pain keeps me focus
Pain keeps me in reality
Pain keeps me reminded
Pain keeps me stronger
Pain keeps me moving
Pain keeps me growing
Pain keeps me in you...

I hate myself.

suNdaY

2009-09-27T23:50:00.001+08:00

Same as yesterday. I woke up pretty early today for a jog at 4am. So, that makes it 2 consecutive days of 7km, making it 14. Good, enjoying the ache.

Felt so man... Lol. =X

Spent the entire day at home online watching anime till Weizhong ask me out. We headed down to town at Plaza Singapura in the evening. Walked around and have a long long chat to catch up a little.

Town at night.

On the way home, we heard the noise of the F1 cars roaring through the quiet night. I was home just in time to catch the last 10 laps of the race. Lewis Hamilton came in 1st, Glock 2nd & Alonso 3rd.

End the night off online, tuning in to the 2 net radios I support. ^^

typical typical...

2009-09-26T23:51:00.006+08:00

Evening peeps. It seems like typing in chinese makes it kinda hard for people reading my blog. Guess, I shall revert back to english. ^^

For the past 2 days, I've been sleeping really early, trying to accustom my body such that I will sleep early and wake up early.

In fact, I woke up really early today all thanks to the sms-es ringing from my phone. So instead of waking up at 4am as planned, I woke up at 2 odd in the morning. Since I couldn't sleep, I went online, mIRC and played some games till 4.30am before heading out for my morning run.

I would normally jog at Bishan Park but this morning I took a different route, jogging along the roadside, a big round outside the park. Starting along AMK Ave 1, I jogged towards Thomson Rd, then into Sin Ming Ave till I reached Marymount Rd and lastly out into AMK Ave 1 again. All in all its roughly about 6-7 km.

I was home by 5.20am. Had a warm bath and cooked my breakfast before napping; only to wake up at 9am to watch some anime. The rest of the day was entirely playing FM 2009.

Much of the evening time after dinner was spent on watching F1 on Channel 5. Guess, thats about it. Gotta hit the sack soon and wake up early for another morning run later.

当年的我...

2009-09-25T17:10:00.002+08:00

终于星期五! 好期待周末... 有是可以放松自己的时候. ^^

今天在 office 把该忙的忙完后, 我就上网去看 Razor TV. 所播出的 The Elite Challenge 让我勾起许许多多 NS 的回忆. 那时入伍的我得经过6个月的 ERS 课程, 毕业后才成为民防部队的一名消防员 - 上士官 (Sect. Comd II, Sgt). 当然, 我们的训练没像影片里那样紧凑. 一天的训练只是片里的一个项目罢了. 所以, 他们真的是精英中的精英.

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/lifestyle/Elite_Challenge/

一些旧照片...

今天是新加坡第二届F1方程式大奖赛的试赛... 看起来市区的交通又要大阻塞了. 回家又是要像罐头沙丁鱼一样似的, 齐地铁回家... T.T *残*

烦... 累...

2009-09-24T21:37:00.003+08:00

或许太过累了... Blog 了忘记发. 还好博客文件还留在 Drafts 里. 不然的话, 我有得在从头 type 一遍.

工作还是一样... 花了比较多时间愣在一旁发呆. 老板今天踏进 office 又被我骂. 有时也真不知道他在搞什么. 到底他是喜欢被骂还是真的呆头? 一直 "i think that is the invoice". 连要发给 client 的 invoice 都搞不清楚, 要我怎样做工? 我就直接跟他说, "老板, 打通电话问问. 如果你不想打, 可以给我电话然后我来打" 他说不用... 然后就一直在那边 "i think..." *纳闷*

下班后就立刻回家. 洗了澡就吃晚饭. 或许是饿坏还是什么缘故... 我吃了两大碗饭. 对了, Weizhong is BacK!!! =X

开了电脑, 发了一下呆才 blog. 对了, 博客里, 左侧增加了 "iRadio", 有空的话就去听一听. ^^

不三不四

2009-09-24T00:56:00.004+08:00

对了... 星期二上的课 Macroeconomics 的讲师又是 Peggy. 天啊... 又会有很多很多搞笑和爆料的故事. 她的 "Daiso example" 真是没话说. xP

下课后, Adam 和豆豆 (doujiang) 还接我下课. LOL. 有点 gay 似的. =X 聊了聊就回家了.

今天工作还七七八八, 不过可被老板差点气昏. 真是个呆头的 fuc*er.

在我很忙很忙的时候, 他正好在发 email (cc 我）, 结果 mail bounced. 我和他的 email server 是一样的, 所以如果我收不到, 一定是我们的 server 出状况. 我收到他的 cc mail. 自然而然, 我就跟他说 "client's mail/server got problem" 因为 bounced mail 也会有 error reply 的.

那呆头浑蛋就死死要我帮他 send. 我从发后, mail 还是 bounced. Bounced 了还要我再发第二次, 还是不信. 一直烦我问说为什么. 他妈的混蛋, 我在工作还问我为什么 client's server 有问题? 气得我直接叫他去问 client. 骂他 "are you that dumb? can you just call the client? stop asking stupid question like a no brainer retard"

过后, 他打电话给 client. 后来才发现他自己抄错 email. *气*

最气的是... 骂他过后, 我就继续工作嘛. 他从发 email 后, 就很白痴的给我那张很欠扁的脸在我面前说到 "yay! send across" 很多遍.

当时的我正在计算蓝图的 site area; 就这样一直被他白吃的举动给打断. 烦到我又在骂他 "eh fuc*er, you asking for scolding is it? you go calculate the plan la!"

我就从 4pm 罢工到 5.30pm 下班为止.

偏头痛... =/ 心情更不用说了.

唯一让我感到放松的是...回到家那碗香喷喷的白米饭. ^^

吃饱一定要玩 FM2009 啦~

无

2009-09-22T16:25:00.004+08:00

长周末后, 终于开工了~ ^^

说实在的... 早上我还蛮想赖床的. =X 没办法, 不工作哪来的钱去缴学费. 对吗?

今天早上天气好好, 空气新鲜到... 就很凉爽.

去 office 的路上.

回到 office 就开始把头砖在一堆堆的 catalogue 里. 有时也会感到有些的无奈...

凌乱的桌子...忙忙忙!

好多的　email 和　quotations 要 clear. 工作日的第一天还得上课. T.T　残.

Monday blues...

2009-09-21T23:10:00.006+08:00

在博客的当儿中... 自己觉得有点 blues... 或许是蓝色星期一的关系吧. (Monday blues) heh...

自己放弃, 成全她难道是个错? 自己离开保护自己, 不跟她联络是个错? 她找到了幸福, 我真的为她高兴... 可我也得离开, 至少这是我应该做的, 不是吗? 觉得至少她不会左右为难.

我是人, 我不是没有感情的动物 - b|uRsHe3p. 我也会有感受的.

这是我自私的选择... 对不起. 你一定会好好的. 不说了...

妈妈一大早就煮了一大锅的蔬菜咖哩 (veg. curry). Hurhur... 又是幸福的一餐... ^^V

今天和豆豆 (doujiang), Dawn 一起出去玩. 谢谢你们, 有你们的陪伴让我有了快乐的一天. 劳烦 Dawn 当了一天的司机. xP

她载我们到处跑, 去了 Buona Vista, 荷兰村 (Holland Village), 东海岸 (ECP), 樟宜海岸公园 (Changi Beach Park) 和樟宜村 (Changi Village).

没想到荷兰村上午时分是多么的热闹... 想找个落脚喝咖啡闲聊的地方也蛮难的.

多人吧? 咖啡座, 酒吧挺多的...

逛了逛, 经过 VideoEzy... "皮痒" 惹火了一只恐龙. T.T

在 Holland V Shopping Centre 里头的一家美术画廊所拍的...

我们在 Coffee Bean 喝了咖啡, 吃了芝士蛋糕, Tiramisu 后, 就到附近的超市买了一大堆的 junk food. 一伙打算到东部去野餐... 而且 Dawn 买了一只烤鸡! =X 恐怖.

天气在旁晚时分下起了毛毛雨... 还好不大. 到了樟宜海岸公园还可以看到许许多多的飞机在我们的头上翱翔而过.

野餐完毕, 我们去樟宜村吃椰浆饭...

吃饱当然回家~ hurhur...

星期天

2009-09-20T22:25:00.010+08:00

今天还过得不错... 当了一天的懒猪罢了. =X 才没!~

Adrian, 我的博客是不会有额外的 english subtitle. 不过还可以考虑拼音. xP

早上起得早, 洗刷后就对着电脑看日本动画. 我最近就在看《火影忍者》 Naruto Shippuden, Saki 和 Senjou No Valkyria: Gallian Chronicles. 它们的 storyline 就蛮有趣的. 看了还会想接下去看.

妈妈上午煮了粿条汤给我吃... 超幸福... ><" 过后小弟才跟她去外婆家. 老二一早就和朋友出门去打篮球... 所以, 我又是跟平常的周末一样, 一个人呆在家里当保安.

闲着也不代表没做什么东西. 午饭后, 我就 maintain 我的脚车. 说到了脚车, 它是我最好的交通工具, 如果有时间的话, 还可以看看邻里的周围环境, 抄一点小捷径...

第一次在路上穿梭的我... 那时也才14? 记得那时是从我家骑去附近的图书馆, 过后才慢慢环岛到处去. ^^V

Maintain 完毕, 一定会到家后的公园 test drive... LOL

午后的公园...

感觉和早晨相比就截然不同...

周末...

2009-09-19T23:11:00.007+08:00

终于长周末... 可以好好的休息, 不然脑袋会发疯. xP

3天的周末说长不长, 说短不短. 要想想该怎样充实自己了.

今天下了一场大雨, 刚好把闷热的天气给带走, 感觉也比较舒服, 凉爽许多. 就因为下了一场大雨, 我也只好呆在家里闲着. 看看窗外的雨景, 整个人也会定下来, 心情也很放松.

凡是来过我家的人一定会看到这个... 它是 Solitaire. 玩法蛮简单的, 就是把中间的弹珠取出, 然后就利用空档把一颗颗的弹珠删掉直道中间剩一颗为止.

雨后家外母亲所种的花草...

超 random... xP

对了... 天气好到... 我睡了一整天的大觉 =X 再去见周公了.

放慢的步伐...

2009-09-18T17:45:00.007+08:00

太久没来 blog...似乎这里开堆积了许多灰尘.

工作和学业的忙碌让我把周围的事与物都靠边放,时间就这样毫不知情的流失.

是时候放慢脚步, 多看看...

在 office 闲着,就突然想到要用相机的小框看看世界.

一正排的 catalogue...

office 的屋顶...
让我想起吴忠宪&文岚的屋顶

自己爱玩的方块 - 5x5x5 Rubiks

我的摄影技术还不赖吧? :D

kinDa...

2009-06-04T11:37:00.002+08:00

Kinda uptight for the coming month I guess, felt really really poor afterall. Anyway, the past 2 weeks or so ain't too bad. Still doing the routine stuff of working and studying. Mugging days are coming whereas mid year holidays for the students.

News highlight a little... Singapore have H1N1 confirmed cases, Barcelona won the Champions League trophy from Man Utd, Air France AF447 went missing over the Atlantic from Rio De Janeiro to Paris, went to collect my reservist barangs... -.-''

Continued to play with rubik cubes... trying to learn and make more patterns. Running out of ideas. Prolly.

sLugGisH

2009-06-02T10:40:00.004+08:00

Classes are going on. Work is still on but I'm learning at a much slower pace. I suppose my absorption of new knowledge is slow. I can hardly get in much from the things that I am learning. Not at the very least. Bad...

sLuGGisH

2009-05-18T11:58:00.002+08:00

Last week was bad. The week is really terrible and I had to go CGH to visit my grandpa. He had a severe fall at home, cracking his lower jaw and having a deep cut under his chin which resulted in a swollen face. =/ So now he had difficulties in opening his mouth to speak properly and also to chew food. Diet on liquidfied and semi-solid food. =/

I received my OB result. Thankfully, I passed with a B. Though not that fantastic, at least I can rest my mind a little and continue to work hard on current modules. -.-'' I watched Angels & Demons yest. and frankly speaking, I enjoyed the show a lot. Another nice show after Da Vinci Code. Prolly, i'll take some time off, get some Dan Brown books to read.

MV changed

2009-05-06T14:09:00.003+08:00

Changed my MV section's videos. Hmm... korean flavour (even though I know no shit abt the language and what they are singing.) I like the tune and beat.

...

2009-05-04T13:52:00.001+08:00

我懷念的是無話不說　我懷念的是一起做夢
我懷念的是爭吵以後　還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日　也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空　最緊的右手　最暖的胸口

Some time... just need some more time...

I am working hard for myself. Anyway, I have been playing rubik cubes for the past 1 mth odd. Turning crazy and more maniac by the days.

eXamz

2009-02-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

Okae... My house is typically slowly getting back to normal. My CPU is finally up and working since yest. To think that 1 month not using my desktop at home... -.-'' The only thing lacking would be a bit of the furnishings and also unpacking work.

Exams are coming soon, 3 papers consisting of QMIM, OB and also FOA. GOnna mug really hard for them. Work is as usual as it is, plenty of rubbish from the boss. Finding it hard to work with such kind of people. Else, there is basically nothing for me to work on in the office except doing up design work and also catalogues.

Will be back in time to update more.

waRzoNe

2009-02-09T12:27:00.002+08:00

I didn't manage to blog for the past few weeks. My house is in havoc. For those who didn't know, it got burnt. -.-'' Thanks to the unit directly under mine. So recently, its more of a clearing up chore since Day 3 of CNY. Master bedroom, the master bedroom toilet, storeroom and my room was badly smoked (a lot of things inside was melted/cracked). The kitchen and living room was full of smoke particles. =/

Some of my daily routine was affected but things are getting back to normal.... During this period, I had slept outside my house along the corridor for 2 days? Then sleep in kitchen amongst all the packed stuff without any bedding. =/ Part of the household electricity was cut off as majority of the main wires running in the house ran through the master bedroom.

Sure people will ask did my mum bought any fire protection insurance scheme? The sad answer is no. Reason is because my mum's housing loan is almost up and to be precise she thought that the Home Protection Scheme is the insurance itself. (HDB made it compulsory for houses purchased from 1994 onwards) So guys, do check up with HDB. If not, do buy but then please read through the policies as some insurance policies only insured the basic home repainting and wiring thats it, nth more from it.

The case was reported to Town Council and HDB but no actual actions was taken after 1 week even when my mum and uncle went to see the MP. All they could say was... "we are only helping you, there are no obligations". So the implications is... my neighbour's house on fire, mine got affected, the aftermath you settle yourself; engage a lawyer and sue the neighbour and make claims as a third party (got money already do that, what for find town council/HDB for assistance?) -.-''

No choice had to send an email to our PM who is also part of the GRC... then, all the "we are only helping you comments" changed to "sorry". And they help fixing the basic interior of the house.

Moral of the story...
1. government boards play taichi and are very ignorant about the people.
2. remember to buy insurance and also... don't really trust the government as when something big happens, they are very very slow in their efficiency to deal with the situation. (All 12 units in the same column got affected) - it took them 1 week odd to really start cleaning up the place.

haiz... warzone at home.

wRonG tiMe...

2009-01-20T10:48:00.002+08:00

对的人, 错的时间...
错的人, 对的时间...

Ever ask yourself and think about this question?. Not everyone will.

By the way, I enjoyed my weekend very much. Partly, I finally get the deserved break from the working week but most importantly, I get to become a 1 day tour guide on Sunday.

I had to lead a group of 8 Japanese students and communication is totally a very big barrier. Its like a duck quacking to a chicken that clucks. So... from morning till afternoon, I brought them around the city area. Starting from Raffles, we headed down to Bugis... then to Somerset and then walked down to Orchard.

Due to the difficulty in conversation, I had to resort to hand signals and body language (surprisingly, some dun work either) and a lot of times, I had to draw. -.-'' good thing afterall was that, there are more interaction within the group which resulted in plenty of laughter.

I did not expect a very big culture difference from the Japanese teens despite the fact that we are living in a metropolitan cities. They are funky, fun to interact with and dare to express themselves for who they are. I do learn a lot from them. Who knows... I might be similar? lol...

fiRsT poSt foR 2009

2009-01-16T11:05:00.003+08:00

Ironically, the first post of the year came in the middle of the month. I was away busy with the little bits of things here and there. Work and studies are okae so far.

Oh yes, during the past weeks, I managed to catch 2 movies by myself, namely Yip Man and Red Cliff Pt 2. Both shows are definitely good, with a couple of scenes that are funny.

Anyway, CNY is coming soon. Hereby hope that everyone will be healthy and stay happy. ^^

laSt feW daYs

2008-12-31T14:00:00.000+08:00

I am wondering somehow if I had completed all my new year resolutions for the year of 2008 before gearing up myself together again into the new year. Looking back... I think I did accomplished a couple of them? Well... as long I am alive kicking, I suppose everything is good.

Come to think of it, I had been working and studying for the past few days... trying to clear off all my outstanding "work debts"... But it seems like more are waiting even before the year starts. 牛年要像头牛... 努力加油. o.O

bDae cHrisTmaS

2008-12-24T12:02:00.003+08:00

Hi all, its christmas week. So I hope everyone will have a blessed christmas. Stay happy and healthy ^^.

Birthday and christmas this year is similar to the rest... Just that it is being spent on work and going to school.Im thinking of heading to a local pub or something, get a beer and chill though. So yeah...

noRmaL

2008-12-18T16:49:00.002+08:00

I didn't have the motivation to work nowadays recently. More of a... time to go to work, sit, rot and time to go home type of attitude. Somehow or rather, at least the week past by quite fast, given the fact that I have to study also.

School work is getting more and more hectic though. Seriously speaking, I did not even feel like going home now. That old fella is at home. Definitely, he will have plenty and plenty of stunts.

Prolly what I will do is go home, dinner and then go out to revise my work at the nearby library or something. 又是多一个平常的星期...

coNfiRm

2008-12-10T02:04:00.003+08:00

Ok... confirm case of unable to install any chinese language pack to my vista ultimate. Gonna keep my fingers crossed till the release of Windows 7 somewhere next year. Or maybe I shall wait for the release of Vista SP2 before making any decision to change my current OS.

hEadAcHe

2008-12-09T17:02:00.003+08:00

Okae... many people says that Vista is horrible, full of bugs and glitches... which I had to agree... I couldn't get the language pack running and its a big pain in the ass. Well, at least I finally get my OS running smoothly.

I saw this Vista SP2 beta coming out soon... Prolly , I shall check on it when I have the time. I felt so darn tired afterall. Hopefully I don't fell asleep in class later. =/

neW...

2008-12-08T14:22:00.002+08:00

New... the past few days are definitely great. Good work progress and things are getting on fine for me. Anyway... the old computer of mine got "Crashed and burned" thus my brother and I got a new one. I suppose this unit is gonna last us for the next coming 5 to 10 years (just hopefully).

I can finally get my unfinished business done at home. >.> Well... the next goal would be getting the company website up asap. Time to kick some more ass but before that... I got to explore the new layout of Vista Ultimate. =/ Well... awaiting more surprises. heh...

tUesDay poSt

2008-12-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

I finally cleared off some of my current outstanding work but then there are still more to be done. At least for now, all I need to concentrate on is actually all the chasers and also the company website (hae been dragging on for months).

Anyway, school work is gettng more and more taxing, in the sense... more chapters and unit to cover on; especially Quantative Statistics. I should start to begin more revisions on my own, prioritize my working habit and allocate sufficient resting time.

Boss's son is coming in tml though... shall await and observe... but then work come first. =) Will be anticipating and looking forward to the coming few weeks. *hints*

December finally...

2008-12-01T08:55:00.003+08:00

The usual typical working life for the past few days. Coming out with more E-flyers design. There are more and more things for me to study on anyway.

Recently, I am getting more and more unsatisfied with my boss, rather frustrated. Seriously very bad. Worse of all, he has a lack of integrity. To be frank, I am okae with him using "my" workstation for sending e-mails and checking on certain information since there are totally nothing to hide from. However, he uses my mail under my account to check for quotation without my consent. To some, maybe it is a small issue (cause he is the boss) but to me, sending e-mail without my knowledge and under my name is seriously an infringement of privacy and shows that he has a bad working etiquette. It is a very basic act of courtesy to at least ask before using. We are all working adults, to think he is already a dad of 2. Besides, I am not the only one. Desmond also told me about it. I have thereafter, locked up the PC account.

Oh yes... It is finally December. 1 of my favourite period of the year where I can chill out plenty. The happening period of the year as usual. Lol... shall see.

wEeKeNd

2008-11-26T16:50:00.003+08:00

I enjoyed myself very much for the weekend. Same for my friday lecture class. Interesting lecturer with a good sense of humour. It was about sociology by the way.

Celebrated my mum's birthday with my siblings by dining out. We had a wonderful and fantastic seafood dinner at Balestier Rd; ordered crabs, steamed garoupa, stir-fried "la-la", seafood tofu, a plate of veggies and honeyed pork ribs. Billing damages only a whopping $87.40. Good price for good food. Definitely worth it.

Slogging my head off again for the week, coming out with new designs and cool, 3 down and 5 to go. Btw, PC at home is down... thanks to my brother. >.> nvm. New speaker for me to play with. heH.

buSy

2008-11-19T10:15:00.002+08:00

Busy as usual. I did not manage to blog for the past week. Anyway, I was clearing out my living room during the weekend since the new TV console table and sofa are coming in on 26th.

By the way, the progress of the catalogue was completed. However, there are some editing to be done thanks to my boss. >.>

I went for my class yesterday. First day back to school after a gap of 2 years odd was really fantastic. Although I am not a high-flyer in school, I still like to learn new things. Time to aim for better grades and start mugging like a nerd.

worKing tHinGs ouT

2008-11-09T10:06:00.002+08:00

Past few days have been working. Not really blogging. I was reading this particular book recently... "The Mammoth Book of Perfect Crimes and Impossible Mysteries", edited by Mike Ashley. It is a compilation of many many written short crime stories. The interesting "cases" keep me occupied whenever I have the free time.

Sorted out the layout and the also the content for the catalogue. Thus, working my ass off in office during my weekends. But definitely, this is a much better "project" than the previous catalogue for JJ Invision. Better much to my style and looks more professional.

有时觉得自己像根香烟... 生命就像抽着点着的烟, 随着吸入的每一口, 就跟着它慢慢地烧尽. 就那么慢慢的...

saD?

2008-11-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I do really wonder if I am really sad? Really that lonely? Maybe I just didn't reach out far enough. A lot of times, I would just wonder. But whenever I look at kids hugging their parents or even just kids waving their hands at me, I felt much more better. It seems like smiles have a magical power, especially those from kids; the feeling is like stepping into a sanctuary.

But back to reality... the rest seems... totally different. Everyone of us have our own agendas. I know mine. I need companionship, need someone to care for yet I can't be satisfied. I don't know. Sometimes I find it as a burden. A burden that dies off easily.

I should just shut down my comp. and stop inputting rubbish I guess. In a paranoia state I am.

o.O

2008-11-03T12:47:00.003+08:00

Bad news... I am stil stuck with the given Sabah project after like erm... 1 month. Anyway, the progress is still pretty alright.

31/10 (Fri)
Today should be considered a perfect fine day since I've received my pay cheque and also a free lunch from the company since Ann came back for the farewell reunion. Oh, did I mention... I no need to tap my ez-link card during my morning bus ride since the tapping machine broke down. LOL. 64 cents saved. =X

Went out in the evening after work with Jack and together we went to Global Sounds for some wine. We both finished 1 bottle red Merlot and the other, a rose wine.

I slept for the entire day on Saturday, only to wake up in the afternoon to play Football Manager. I started a new management; managing Watford. Good start with straight streaks of 17 wins. I went to GS again in the evening, had coffee, rot and continue reading my book.

Typical Sunday, I rotted at home as usual doing the same old thing in the morning. I went out with my mum to get some furnitures in the afternoon and then went to GS again with bellx-, Jerome, Arun, Javier(?) and Kazio in the evening. I guess I should just start saving up a little. ^^

nuTs

2008-10-29T09:51:00.002+08:00

It seems like recently whenever I wanted to blog, there would be something that keeps me occupied. Work is going all well, not too much of a change. Just that I've got a new colleauge, Desmond. He came for work on Thursday, and together, we worked on the packing of "Lexus Modular Vol. 4" sample boxes.

Went to Global sounds on Friday night, just nice, it was a halloween week so the place was well decorated up. Went #tshirt channel outing on Saturday at Bugis, played some pool and went home after which.

On Sunday, I was back in office to pack up the remaining samples and then going through all the emails, settling the minor minor stuffs. Monday, Deepavali, I went cycling to ECP and then back to office to work on the dividers. I only left the office at 6pm.

Typical working week starts on Tuesday this time round... oh yes, forgot to mention, school finally starts on 18 Nov and I'll be heading to Dhoby Ghaut's MDIS campus. hurhur.

so lonG...

2008-10-22T10:28:00.002+08:00

The usual same routine of going to work, home, dinner and sleep. Anyway, I had lunch with my boss on Friday afternoon. We went to one of the nearby shophouses where there's this coffeeshop (the ultra old style). Simple meal but very gd. Met up with bellx- and lolli and Jack at Cine, together, we went to ECP for dinner.

I went out on Saturday to join friends at MS for pool... I played billards though. Anyway, I left the place early since I am meeting Jack at Global Sounds. bellx- and lolli joined us later on and we only went home at 4am in the morning.

I played badminton with dez c-foo, his friends and Jack on Sunday at Clementi CC. after which we went to Queensway shopping centre sice I wanted to restring my badminton rackets. The plan was abolished since it is unlikely that I will get all my 6 rackets restrung on the day itself. I went home after that.

Mondays are never blue unless you don't have any music to go along with it. Followed up on alot of assignments and of course, trying to free up some time for my 2 current ongoing tasks, working on a flash catalogue and also the company's website. Going to be nuts sooner or later if I could not get rid of them.

累...

2008-10-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

忙到累了... 突然想到当时常对她说我很累... Listening to this song over and over again...

林俊杰 - 突然累了

吃饭吃到睡了
我开车开到傻了
我看书看到你了
开始怀疑我怎么了

说话说到吐了
我写歌写到疯了
我爱你爱到盲了
天知道我又怎么了

不舍得舍不得都分手了
舍不得不舍得散了
爱是你的我是我的完了

原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了

吃饭吃到睡了
我开车开到傻了
我看书看到你了
开始怀疑我怎么了

说话说到吐了
我写歌写到疯了
我爱你爱到盲了
天知道我又怎么了

不舍得舍不得都分手了
舍不得不舍得散了

原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了

原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了

原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了

raNdoM

2008-10-17T14:49:00.002+08:00

Boss going overseas again, this time to Melbourne, Australia. He would likely be back on Tuesday evening. Meanwhile, I would have more things to handle with... Timke for more headache and work.

heCtiCz

2008-10-16T19:10:00.003+08:00

Blogging while stuck in office doing PC maintenance. It seems like this is the first time I am leaving my office very very late. Anyway, work is getting more and more hectic by the days since Ann left the organization. Im just man-handling too many things. I would need some time to digest off the load.

I went out with JK, Eileen and her friend yest. after my work. Stroll around Bugis though. Im so tired that I dropped dead once after having my dinner, bath and changing of bedsheets.

Im wondering when will my school start. Can't wait to study, get my degree and f*** off. Taking things very lightly recently... I can't really be bothered with whether people stays or go.

He was home for the past 2 weeks, not really in a very good mood since. I did not really talk. The usual saying works well... "teh gong teh siao" (act blur act crazy).

Im always listening and watching just that I don't speak. Try harder. =)

Start

2008-10-13T10:03:00.003+08:00

I enjoyed my long weekend. =X But with abit of hole in my pocket... Anyway, everything went on well. I went out with the same group of friends on Friday night for dinner, bowling on Saturday and lastly dinner on Sunday. Solid... solid enough to steer me for work. =)

Monday is never blues if you found the motivation to work. Oh yar, need to thank that JK for sending me 迷路兵 - 三角形 entire album. Aights, its time to chiong chiong chiong. lol...

hiKe...

2008-10-09T09:08:00.003+08:00

Finally, I managed to catch a breath for myself after a long week. Office for Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday were all about fine tuning of the codings. I wonder what the hell am I doing with all the IT stuff again... =/

Anyway, I was reading the news nowadays since I managed to get a copy of Today every morning when I go to work. They were all about the financial crisis that the Americans were facing, the slowing down of markets and worse of all; the increase in our living standards.

First, the hike in our transportation, then followed by the utilities, the price of our local papers (don't really buy papers unless major news), cost of my meals (average increase of 50 cents per meal) and then our household phone bills and what's next? I suppose I have to thrift furthermore.

Today should be a much more relaxing day since my boss went to Jakarta, Indonesia for business trip. He will only be back next Monday. So... an early long weekend for me. xP

wOrKaHoLic

2008-10-05T10:06:00.002+08:00

Workaholic for my weekend... spending almost the entire day in office working on an entire flash catalogue for my boss. To be frank, I am not very good with flash and to be able to churn out something in a short period of 4 days is totally nuts.

I suppose the only rest I'll be getting would be the coming weekend. hopefully everything will be good. =)

sEnTosA~

2008-10-02T10:14:00.002+08:00

First and foremost... salutes to the late Mr. J.B. Jeyaretnam, a veteran opposition politician who passed away on the 30th Sep. I believe that Singapore must have ooposition leaders like him so that the regime & actions of the Lee father and son will be questioned and be accounted for constantly. Speaking of which... they better not have any funny antics like those of Chen Shui-Bian; the former president of Taiwan.

Work is as per normal and to the Muslim friends, Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri. I managed to make a break for myself and went out with friends to Sentosa. Wanted to tan but ended up did a bit of swimming and ball games. I did not join the group to have dinner at Seoul Gardens and I went home straight after which.

Gotta pia work for the following few days... damn. *Prays hard*

魔杰座 la dEe duM

2008-09-30T09:08:00.003+08:00

Crazy day for me on Thursday, I was totally busy handling alot of things in the office. Hardly catch my breathe and the only point of time where I could have a rest is during my lunch time.

I applied for off on Friday to handle all my payments for my degree course at MDIS. The admin is totally crap. They mailed me a hard copy letter; short of a payment copy. The customer service over the telephone is rubbish too... keep transfering the line here and there. To think I have to pay another 600 bucks for the University Associate membership, plus the GST...

Nvm, whatever it is, Im heading back to school, taking a BSc (Hons) in Business & Management Studies (Accredited by Bradford University)

I did not go anywhere on Saturday since I am already in a very poor state, same for Sunday. I kept playing with my PSP for the 2 days, watching F1 Singapore Grand Prix at home on Sunday and listening to Jay's new album 魔杰座.

Seriously... the new album is not that fantastic, not much of a surprise and in fact 1 of the worse?

cHaoTic

2008-09-24T10:29:00.002+08:00

I have wanted to blog for the past week yet too many things came crashing one by one. Did alot of crazy things though but I am enjoying it somehow I suppose. Last Saturday, I went to this new pub at Boat Quay called Chambers with Jack. The crowd seems good enough for me. Both of us shared 10 bottles of beer and with me having an extra can of Kilkenny.

After which, we went to Geylang for supper. A really big eye opener for me... saw alot of foreign workers, underground gambling dens, whorehouses, people selling weed in open streets... really a crazy and chaotic place. No wonder my mum insisted that we shift out of the rented apartment in Geylang Lor 3 when I was still a very young kid.

Lost my bunch of keys on Sunday, yes... the entire bunch. Damn. The hassle of duplicating so my house keys, office apartment keys and etc.

Anyway, I went out with Jack on Monday night again to catch a show, Bangkok Dangerous by Nicholas Cage. Good show, good twist but bad ending. I went home straight after that.

Well... I am listening to this 2 nice band recently, Trading Yesterday & The Age Of Information... Jay Zhou album coming out also... <魔杰座> Will check it out also...

uNknoWn

2008-09-15T09:16:00.003+08:00

The usual routine of going to work, work and more work. But at least, I do spent some time off with friends. I went out with Seth and his gf plus June on Wednesday night. We went Ajisen at PS and I ordered a seafood ramen. The soup base is sweet... Went home after that.

I went to Pink's house for bbq on Friday night after work; but before that, I went to visit my grandparents. I didn't ate anything and I went home early.

I went back to office on Saturday to settle some work and after which I went back to Yishun Fire Stn for a bbq gethering. Met alot of people and it reminds me of the good old days.

I spent my entire Sunday at home since it was Mid-autumn festival. I was sick in the afternoon, having severe headache. I even vomitted. Damn. My grandparents, uncle and aunt came over to my place for dinner. Cycled out in the night to Bishan park. Saw many people playing with candles and lanterns... I wonder when was the last time I did that. xP

uPdaTes

2008-09-09T08:57:00.004+08:00

So fast... 1st week of September gone. I am adapting well to my new working environment so far. Not too much of pressure here and there and everything is going on fine.

The past week was more of a same, go to work, back to home and sleep that kind of routine. I didn't went for 恐龙 birthday chalet and I didn't attend any outing with friends till weekend.

There was this fire on last Friday right opp. my blk. just when I was about to get out of my house and meet pink, jerry, xbaka, june, kazio and etc at MOS. Live show going on...

I went out with Jack on Saturday and we made a wasted trip to my office since the designing firm which the strike off carpet samples were supposed to send to was closed. We went rotting in town and walked over to National library to borrow books. Passed by P4 (gone) to take a look and took a bus home.

I had company lunch yesterday and we went to this nearby restaurant near our office. Food is still alright... But Im thinking of going to Blooie's end of this month...

September

2008-09-01T10:12:00.004+08:00

It is the beginning of September and there are like another 4 more months to go before the new year arrives. It seems like there are many more things to do in order to fulfil this year's resolutions...

It seems like my boss is having this habit of coming to work only in the afternoon and I am always like the only one coming to work in the morning. But not too bad, no supervision means not much of stress.

30 Aug
I went paranoid for the day I guess. It has been some time since I last drank beer at home. Anyway. I took some sleeping pills along with it and then went to sleep till late afternoon.

Managed to psycho Glenn to drink at Mattheiu's pub instead of going to Dbl O as what he suggested and we got ourselves pretty drunk I think. I remembered drinking bottles and bottles of beer throughout for the next 3 hours since 7pm... Joined the rest at MOS with a very very heavy head. Im just not okae. My dad came back and I didn't want to see him.

31 Aug
I spent the entire day sleeping at home. The hangover gave me shits. I got my IRC nick registered again. And it seems like the old nick have this "brand recognition" thingy. xP

paSt fEw daYs

2008-08-29T15:17:00.002+08:00

If we take everything lightly and with an open heart, I suppose we will find our life simpler and easier. Of course... we will feel happy. =)

26 Aug
It was my first day at work and every thing went on smoothly. The location of the office is at 229, Joo Chiat Rd. It sounds ulu and it is indeed ulu. Lol... =X But anyway, the boss is a very nice guy and hopefully I can repay him with whatever things that I can do that is helpful. I get to know Ann, another colleague of mine and some others (have not seen them yet)

Well... the only thing bad for the day would be not having any meals throughout the day since I was very occupied. No dinner as I had to send my brother to SGH since he was not feeling well.

27 Aug
I went to work as per normal but then my boss won't be around till noon. So most of the time I was editing the contact list for local designers. I get to know a couple lot more this about this trait and it is damn cool to know that I will be able to design some of the product flyers. Well... will see.

I went lunching with Raine since her workplace is somewhere nearby. I had chicken rice as usual (seems like its the only lunch food that is cheap and filling) =X And... I got drenched terribly due to the heavy downpour, damn. Home late, bathed, dinner and went to bed.

28 Aug
Another typical working day for me. My boss is not around in the morning again. Anyway, it was the my first day that I saw Andrew, 1 of the the shareholder. Tried linking up all the office PC to Ann's printer but it seems like there are some network rights problem. Darn.

Lunch was still the same food but then I tried the one near my office. $4.50 for a plate of rice... damn ex man. -.-"

The interesting thing I saw would be the guy that sells the chicken rice. He tried to xian the vietnanmese lady that helps around in the coffee shop by kept asking her to smoke with him. I guess he was craving for a lady to $%^@ even though the lady rejected him many many times.

Oh well, I got drenched again. Home, bathed and sleep

29 Aug
I was all alone in the office again in the morning and most of the time was spend on troubleshooting the network connection to Ann's PC but sadly, it just didn't worked out. Well, at least the rest of the workstations are able to connect to one another.

The rest of my day would be rotting and doing nothing except for surfing the net and blogging? lol... Still wondering if I should join the rest tml at MOS, should I not?

woRk sTarTs...

2008-08-26T02:12:00.002+08:00

The usual timing for me to start updating my blog.... The weekend was spent mostly at home rotting. These few days have been raining and it seems that the monsoon season is coming.

I was home alone on Saturday... sighs. Anyway, I had this liking of mango pudding recently... and I ate plenty of them. =X

It is kinda surprising to read an article on this "US sub leaked radioactive water in Singapore". Well... not too long ago we have this shit bacteria at Paris Ris Beach, then we have crocodile at Pasir Ris Park and now radioactive waters?

Will we turned into mutants? =/

And work starts later...

laZineSs

2008-08-22T04:21:00.003+08:00

最近在家也没做什么, 就懒懒散散的. 生病了. 除了睡, 我就是傻傻的对着电脑.

Prolly I had to take care of myself more. Getting running nose, slight fever and thank goodness, I vomitted. Terrible.

I got a call from Singapore Sports Council on Monday anyway. It was a call and an offer of job interview on Wednesday, 20 Aug. So I went to the Stadium area and almost got myself lost.

My mum bought a lot of eggs recently and for the past 2 days I had eggs for my breakfast. Think I am going crazy with eggs. 不懂吃太多蛋会不会变笨蛋...

I went Sakae Sushi with Jack after my interview along with his 2 friends at Marina Square. He seems alrite bah... will be praying hard for him.

感觉

2008-08-17T03:53:00.002+08:00

The usual thing happens when I just couldn't sleep...

突然间感觉告诉我, 是该往后退一退... 走了又停, 停了又走. Maybe it is not right, or prolly I am just considering too many factors. People tend to get themselves lost and I am just one of them.

Yesterday, I went cycling with Nicholas. I actually did not want to go since I am too tired but in order to keep myself clear-minded, I tagged along.

From Amk, we went Hougang via Ave 1, Old Tampines Rd, Tampines Ave 10, Pasir Ris Dr 12, Elias Rd, Pasir Ris Park, Pasir Ris Dr 3, Loyang Ave, Changi V, Changi Beach, Changi Coast Rd, ECP, Fort Rd, Mountbatten Rd, Geylang Bahru, Potong Pasir, Toa Payoh Lor 8, Bishan and back to Amk. It was one good long ride. Sweated everything out... 4 hours odd and covering approx. 55km.

Throughout the journey, I was trying hard to focus, but somehow... I was home for lunch and slept for the rest of the day.

感觉就很累... 很想哭.

fUn buT sHaGged.

2008-08-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

The past few days were absolutely wonderful, really enjoyed myself and had a lot of fun with my family and friends.

10 Aug
I rejected all invitations from friends and I supposed I am a good boy. Lol... I spent the entire day at my grandma's place and rotted throughout. The only thing I did was listening to my mp3 and watching the big big TV. Oh yeah, I ate 3 very big bowl of rice for dinner. It has been some time since I visited my grandparents... Good to see that they are okae. =) I love you all. My uncle drove us home later in the evening. You will always be okae. =)

11 Aug
I woke up kinda early for the day and I went to the bank to settle my account book. It took me almost an hour queuing and I did not have lunch with Raine. But ended up I still met up with her and together we joined pink and fish at Cineleisure for KBox. Best of all, I then realised that fish is actually my reservist camp mates. *Evil luffs*, go in-camp and you will know.

I ton at Raine's house after that and did plenty of housework. -.-'' I only went back in the morning.

12 Aug
Back home, I rotted for the entire day right in front of the computer to play maplestory. Other than that, it was just plenty of sleeping.

13 Aug
I rest at home for the entire day though. I wonder why I felt tired? Prolly the past few night I did not slept well. I joined my mum and we watched Olympics. =P Oh well... plenty of sleeping again. No wondeer I am getting fatter. =X

14 Aug
I finally got my pay cheque from Michael and to my amaze, it was not what I had expected of. Oh yes! Together with Jack, Shawn, Michael, Hazwan, Ismail and Suf, the 6 guys went to this place called Blooie's Roadhouse Pub & restaurant at Jln Tua Kong, er... some where near East Coast.

Its a nice place with extremely good food; huge servings and the best of all... the gathering and smiles from us, the 6 guys. I did not drank a lot as compared to my usual self. 1 glass of San Miguel and 1 glass of Kilkenny. Prolly, the crave is no longer there anymore. I do start to love milk. Thank you. =)

I took a train home after that.

15 Aug
Today is totally crazy. I cycled all the way from my place to Tampines to meet up with Ismail as we did agreed on going mountain biking at this cycling trail.

The roads are bumpy and definitely fun. For newcomers like me... just beware of your balls if you have any, else we'll drop one or two. =X Plenty of dirt tracks and I felt like going back to nature and enjoying the up and down thrills? It is really good. I suppose I did an earlier sun-tanning before sunday? Lol... went roasted. xP Thanks bunny.

The heat... sweat... okae, fever coming. =/

suRpRisEs...

2008-08-10T04:57:00.002+08:00

It has been a couple of days since I last blogged online. Well... there are a couple of things that did happened though...

5 Aug
The 2 job interviews that I went were quite okae... The only bad thing would be the weather. It is just too freaking hot and I was perspiring for that entire day. The deep impression I had was this guy by the name Gavin. He is a damn good eloquent speaker and yeah... I did picked up a couple of things from him.

Had a chat with Matthew on the phone during lunch time and it is always good to hear that the station is running well and the guys are pretty okae.

6 Aug
Nothing exception but just plain sleeping for the entire day. =X Anyway, My youngest brother introduced me to this private MapleStory server called NY MapleStory. I just spent the freaking entire night playing non-stop...

I felt like a kid afterall. LOL

7 Aug
I had a dual 2nd hob interview again. The first one being at Joo Chiat, a carpet flooring company and the 2nd, another appointment with Gavin at the HR marketing company.

It turns out that I am well suited for both but I chose the one at Joo Chiat, Network Contacts. The reasons is because of the working hours and also the on-the-job experience in areas of shipments, marketing, and admin. It also allows me to have more time to study and persue my degree at night.

I went home though and continue with MapleStory. lol... =X

8 Aug
Freaking crazy day, I did not really nap or sleep since morning and I joined my IRC friends at MOS for clubbing. Anyway, it was the first opening day of the Olympics. It is a good thing at China finally get to host it since most of the previous events were held in western countries.

I did not drank much for the night afterall and I was quite pretty awake since I had only 2 bottles of beer and a cup of hard liquor before entering. Thankfully, nothing major happened I assumed.

I walked home slowly after that and kept on thinking hard on some stuff along the way back...

9 Aug
I spent most of my time in the day at home and watched TV, played online games. It seems like today was filled with too much surprises, I went out with the usual people for a slacking session and it was damn good to see Marcus again after so long.

I am kinda surprised to see her and that guy at East Coast Mac. No feelings after all... since I knew it all along. I also saw my ex colleague whom I worked with at Rock It! not too long ago. Oh well. Everything's okae.

Funny people... we went to the far end heavy vehicle parking lots to "liak gao" but ended up playing Uno. =X We then went to Yishun Dam to slack and talk cock before heading to Chong Pang Nasi Lemak for late supper at 3 odd in the morning.

Marcus sent me back later on. 我会为你祈祷的. =) Take care.

tHinK harD

2008-08-05T05:39:00.002+08:00

Someone once told me something funny...

The brain consists of the left and the right. The right brain have nothing left in it and the left have nothing right in it.

But come to think of it and looking at it in another positive logical way; the right brain must be left so that correct decision can be made, and whatever you think with the left brain must be right isn't it? =)

She suddenly called me asked for Seth number. I couldn't be bothered.

Gotta work hard for the next 2 interviews in the afternoon. All in Tanjong Pagar.

soNgs

2008-08-05T01:48:00.002+08:00

The hunt of job is still on after almost 2 months of ORD. Im going broke soon. Lol... but anyway, the main priority would be a proper job to start with rather than getting moolahs.

I came to like songs by Jam Hsiao, 萧敬腾 recently. Not songs from his album but rather, other songs from other artists that he sang. Nice vocals...

couLdN't tHinK oF 1

2008-08-04T04:24:00.003+08:00

Back to do some blogging since I cannot sleep, or rather I fell off my bed. lol. I stayed home for most of the time these past few days. Well... nothing much to highlight about since it is like a normal routine of eat, sleep and mIRC plus job-hunting like a dog.

1 Aug
I went for an interview at Joo Chiat. That is a wicked place afterall. The office unit is very very hard to find... no signs or whatsoeva and worse of all, it is located on level 3 of an old shophouse. The only way to get there is by 1 pretty long flight of stairs next to a hotel. Sheesh.

Well, the boss is a very nice chap though, chatted for like 1 hour. =X Wanted to get the admin job for this flooring company, but ended up I realise he needs an Admin cum web designer; some sort of 2-in1 for the price of 1? -.-'' Shall wait and see.

3 Aug
I spent the entire afternoon sleeping like a dead log. Well, I went out in the afternoon to meet up with a couple of people. But seriously, I didn't expect to see nuriko and rys... Okae, so the group went munching on food and played pool.

Lol... dita asked me if I wanna drink beer. Cute siol. =X Had a couple of chats with Seth during our bus ride home. It seems like shutting off could be one of the few options. Im tired of many many things.

I might need more social skills and understanding.

loSt.

2008-08-01T06:16:00.002+08:00

Felt lost suddenly. Sometimes, I do wonder if anyone out truely understands why I drink. Prolly there is no answer to it. Couldn't sleep.

30/07/2008
I went out to meet Hamdan at Aljunied, really appreciated that he offered me a job opening at an mlm company called LFI. But sadly, mlm company doesn't suit me. I see no progress / future of me doing well in such company structure.

I dropped by P4 later on to meet up with Jack but the pub didn't opened. Expected it though, P4 will be sold. Im gonna missed all the memories of drinking nights alone, meeting all the fun people.

It seems like the night was crazy afterall. I went MOS with Bill, Raine, Koryn and friends. Everytime I went clubbing it would be happening. Maybe Im always drunk, I french with 2 unknown girls that night. -.-'' Felt terrible after that... its not right. I don't think its me. I only went home in the morning.

31/07/2008
I slept for the entire day. Too exhausted. I only woke up in the late afternoon after lazing in bed. I went online as usual and watched drama. Im getting a job interview on 1st Aug. Hopefully everything will went on smoothly...

All and all, I've reverted the blog template to my old one. 是不是要等到失去才懂得珍惜...

有得必有失

2008-07-30T03:20:00.002+08:00

或许那是真的最后再见到你. But nevertheless Im still happy that every thing went on well on Friday. Managed to get a 3 days part time work thanks to Jack at ITE Simei for Rock It event. I went down to P4 for a couple of drinks before heading home after work.

希望你会好好的.

Saturday was really a heavy day for me. Other than 1 full day of work, it was my 2nd brother's wedding. Man... it was a terrible trip from Simei to Turf City. The bus ride was damn long and it took more than 1 hour. Worse of all, it broke down right after Newton MRT, resulting me to ctach a taxi and rush down to the restaurant. I managed to catch up with a couple of my aunts and relatives. Its good, didn't get drunk.

Sunday was totally spent on working again. The 2 days Rock It! event finally ended and I really enjoyed myself tremendously. I did managed to know a couple of funny hilarious people afterall. You guys made the day.

Who says Mondays are always blues... it can never be more fun than hanging out with a couple of friends and chit chatting all along. I met up with a couple of IRC mates and we went Lot 1. There, we stoned for a little, went Warren Country Club for a game of bowling. Sheesh, I sucks at aiming. =X And it was my first time ton-ing over night at an overhead bridge with Rome, d|ta and Raine. I went hm only in the morning.

There's nothing much for today. I slept throughout just to recoup and recharge all the energy lost. Hopefully it will be better everyday. =)

tHinKing tHroUgH

2008-07-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

These past few days I've been thinking through a lot. Anyway, I went to watch sunrise yesterday. I cycled to Yishun dam since the night before I did not really sleep.

新的一天就像早晨的太阳... 看日出的感觉特别好.

I spent the remaining of the day at home watching Mars 战神, had my dinner and then went to P4 for a couple of drinks. 有些东西不是逃避可以解决的. I went home earlier than usual. Similarly for today, most of my time was spent watching drama series. Guess it would be the same for the following few days.

失眠

2008-07-23T04:21:00.002+08:00

今天又是另一天... 心情不好. 又是失落又是自责, 跟妈为了他吵了起来, 不好受. 心里突然间有很多话想说, 却又说不出口. 很想找你倾诉却不忍心看到你烦. 或许每个看起来很坚强的人往往都是很脆弱的. 我不知道你现在心里在想谁... 只知道你改变了我, 把我封锁的心解开了. 心里一年多的无言, 逃避或许都不存在了. 有时我宁愿做一个人人都说的怪胎, 能得到旁人的注视... 却又不会被接近.

晚上又失眠了, 看 <战神 Mars> 连续剧... 挺有趣的.

raiN

2008-07-22T01:29:00.002+08:00

突然爱上下雨天... 不知道你心里在想谁... I kept wondering. I somehow spent the entire day at home rotting, looking at the rain drops. It seems like the fishes in my fishtank is depleted. I can never keep fishes I think.

Suddenly have the urge to play old games. Reminds me of the days whereby the game format is just being simple and straight forward. 简单就好... same application to life.

nEgLecTioN

2008-07-21T01:57:00.003+08:00

It seems that I did not really blog for quite sometime. I still did not have the same old habit of blogging everyday anymore. Everything and everyone are really changing. 都在改在变...

这几天就像坐了"落山车" 有很多很多的第一次, 有快乐和不快乐在短短的一段时间发生. 第一次在Jack的酒吧喝到很醉很醉, 第一次在马路中间哭, 第一次醉倒在门口... 可是最快乐的是我喜欢上你, 至少我终于懂得踏出那一步, 至少懂周围的朋友会对我好. 你的好是深深的刻在我心里, 我的一部分.

前几天理了发... 感觉很舒服. Used to like long hair a lot but seems like short hair suits me most now. 给人一种很干净的感觉.

I went out with Candy de 恐龙 just now in the day. Lol... She 吃蛇 sibeh solid. Can go movie while working. But thanks for her company, 让我想起我们念中学的时候. We went to the arcade before the show and she caught a bunny. Then she go washroom, I carried it and felt really really 尴尬 when people started staring at me with the plushie. -.-''

Ben's anniversary. Thank you for the memories you gave. RIP.

Actually, a lot of people made my day today and my hp just kept ringing in with many sms. Thanks Jane for being a good listening ear, Jack pundeh for the job lobang, Candy de 恐龙 for the fun day and lastly 一个最特别的你. Good songs from Electric Soft Parade and Travis brightens me up plenty.

我需要多一点时间. 谢谢.

saD?

2008-04-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

Having a mixed feeling. Feeling low currently. My arowana for 2 years is dying. Doesn't indicate something good. Anyway, I went out for the entire day. Traveling here and there, smoking a lot all along to chill a little.

And yep... I finally got back my dog tag.

不想再把我的记忆留给你. 这是我新的开始也是我的最终... saw something which I should not see, I knew it deep down. Because of this, I'm being mocked at. 自己种下的因果, 谁都不能怪. 自己不过是走错. 生命就像大海, 往往都会有大浪, 只要肯去相信自己, 就会看到平静后的美丽.

fEeL.

2008-04-22T00:48:00.002+08:00

突然间觉得很有 feel 的感觉. 或许喝多了吧. Its a miracle that I will blog? The rate of me blogging is not that common anymore. I'll only blog out when there's something special going on.

Accompanied my grandpa for his checkup at SGH today. So far so good, everything is fine for him except for his blood pressure and sugar level. Hopefully his eye operation on the 2nd of May will go on smoothly.

Just came back from drinking? 自己喝酒的感觉还好... 只不过今晚多了一个人. 心里的感触良多. 自己麻痹太久到真的没感觉了. 或许吧.

2008-04-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

Its been some time since I last blogged.

Recently, I went for rbn estab training for my future reservist. Thankfully, most of the people that I know of are in my section. The only bad thing would be the CA confidence part where I have to endure the tear gas for the next 10 years or so.

Last saturday, my mum and I went to pay respect to my late grandparents. So yep, that would be something that is significant I guess. More work are heading my way and ORD date is coming yet my meal allowance ain't coming in for this month all thanks to the late certification. Worker double hard with lesser pay? WTH.

从来都不会有人了解我... 自己的烦恼自己扛, 或许明天会更好吧.

nOnE

2008-03-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

Not really in the right mood to blog much... However, recently I have been listening to songs by Peterpan; an indonesian band. Although I don't understand malay language but the tunes just kept going...

Working life in station are getting crazier as the days goes by. Nothing seems easy for me anymore and it is getting tougher and tougher. No one and i do mean no one shares my burden. I need some space to breathe.

27/03/08
I didn't do much for my first day off. I went home right after duty, bath, blog and slept the entire day till evening. I didn't had my dinner and went straight to P4. Smoked and drank for the entire night.

28/03/08
I woke up in the late morning. Bath, changed into uniform and headed back to station. Together with Juzaimi, Faisal and Matthew, we took a cab down to Bedok South Secondary School to conduct tests and classes for NCDCC and that goes the day. I went to granny's place after that and spent some time with my grandparents.

During the trip home, I thought about a lot and a lot of things. Things that should not even came across my head. Things that I should not even bother and care for. After all, the result is still a nil.

无

2008-03-27T11:01:00.000+08:00

沉静痛苦的10天... 心里想了许多许多. 很想天天把自己灌醉, 别去想, 别去管, 可是明早起床后还是觉得很难受. 虽然常会跟别人说跌倒后要自己爬起来但是自己却做不到. 很想念你的好, 你的美... 很想要你的关心... 但是一切都太迟了, 太迟了...