或许那是真的最后再见到你. But nevertheless Im still happy that every thing went on well on Friday. Managed to get a 3 days part time work thanks to Jack at ITE Simei for Rock It event. I went down to P4 for a couple of drinks before heading home after work.

希望你会好好的.

Saturday was really a heavy day for me. Other than 1 full day of work, it was my 2nd brother's wedding. Man... it was a terrible trip from Simei to Turf City. The bus ride was damn long and it took more than 1 hour. Worse of all, it broke down right after Newton MRT, resulting me to ctach a taxi and rush down to the restaurant. I managed to catch up with a couple of my aunts and relatives. Its good, didn't get drunk.

Sunday was totally spent on working again. The 2 days Rock It! event finally ended and I really enjoyed myself tremendously. I did managed to know a couple of funny hilarious people afterall. You guys made the day.

Who says Mondays are always blues... it can never be more fun than hanging out with a couple of friends and chit chatting all along. I met up with a couple of IRC mates and we went Lot 1. There, we stoned for a little, went Warren Country Club for a game of bowling. Sheesh, I sucks at aiming. =X And it was my first time ton-ing over night at an overhead bridge with Rome, d|ta and Raine. I went hm only in the morning.

There's nothing much for today. I slept throughout just to recoup and recharge all the energy lost. Hopefully it will be better everyday. =)

aRcHeMisT posted at 3:20 AM.

These past few days I've been thinking through a lot. Anyway, I went to watch sunrise yesterday. I cycled to Yishun dam since the night before I did not really sleep.

新的一天就像早晨的太阳... 看日出的感觉特别好.

I spent the remaining of the day at home watching Mars 战神, had my dinner and then went to P4 for a couple of drinks. 有些东西不是逃避可以解决的. I went home earlier than usual. Similarly for today, most of my time was spent watching drama series. Guess it would be the same for the following few days.

aRcHeMisT posted at 11:26 PM.

今天又是另一天... 心情不好. 又是失落又是自责, 跟妈为了他吵了起来, 不好受. 心里突然间有很多话想说, 却又说不出口. 很想找你倾诉却不忍心看到你烦. 或许每个看起来很坚强的人往往都是很脆弱的. 我不知道你现在心里在想谁... 只知道你改变了我, 把我封锁的心解开了. 心里一年多的无言, 逃避或许都不存在了. 有时我宁愿做一个人人都说的怪胎, 能得到旁人的注视... 却又不会被接近.

晚上又失眠了, 看 <战神 Mars> 连续剧... 挺有趣的.

aRcHeMisT posted at 4:21 AM.

突然爱上下雨天... 不知道你心里在想谁... I kept wondering. I somehow spent the entire day at home rotting, looking at the rain drops. It seems like the fishes in my fishtank is depleted. I can never keep fishes I think.

Suddenly have the urge to play old games. Reminds me of the days whereby the game format is just being simple and straight forward. 简单就好... same application to life.

aRcHeMisT posted at 1:29 AM.

It seems that I did not really blog for quite sometime. I still did not have the same old habit of blogging everyday anymore. Everything and everyone are really changing. 都在改在变...

这几天就像坐了"落山车" 有很多很多的第一次, 有快乐和不快乐在短短的一段时间发生. 第一次在Jack的酒吧喝到很醉很醉, 第一次在马路中间哭, 第一次醉倒在门口... 可是最快乐的是我喜欢上你, 至少我终于懂得踏出那一步, 至少懂周围的朋友会对我好. 你的好是深深的刻在我心里, 我的一部分.

前几天理了发... 感觉很舒服. Used to like long hair a lot but seems like short hair suits me most now. 给人一种很干净的感觉.

I went out with Candy de 恐龙 just now in the day. Lol... She 吃蛇 sibeh solid. Can go movie while working. But thanks for her company, 让我想起我们念中学的时候. We went to the arcade before the show and she caught a bunny. Then she go washroom, I carried it and felt really really 尴尬 when people started staring at me with the plushie. -.-''

Ben's anniversary. Thank you for the memories you gave. RIP.

Actually, a lot of people made my day today and my hp just kept ringing in with many sms. Thanks Jane for being a good listening ear, Jack pundeh for the job lobang, Candy de 恐龙 for the fun day and lastly 一个最特别的你. Good songs from Electric Soft Parade and Travis brightens me up plenty.

我需要多一点时间. 谢谢.

aRcHeMisT posted at 1:57 AM.