Not really in the right mood to blog much... However, recently I have been listening to songs by Peterpan; an indonesian band. Although I don't understand malay language but the tunes just kept going...

Working life in station are getting crazier as the days goes by. Nothing seems easy for me anymore and it is getting tougher and tougher. No one and i do mean no one shares my burden. I need some space to breathe.

27/03/08
I didn't do much for my first day off. I went home right after duty, bath, blog and slept the entire day till evening. I didn't had my dinner and went straight to P4. Smoked and drank for the entire night.

28/03/08
I woke up in the late morning. Bath, changed into uniform and headed back to station. Together with Juzaimi, Faisal and Matthew, we took a cab down to Bedok South Secondary School to conduct tests and classes for NCDCC and that goes the day. I went to granny's place after that and spent some time with my grandparents.

During the trip home, I thought about a lot and a lot of things. Things that should not even came across my head. Things that I should not even bother and care for. After all, the result is still a nil.

aRcHeMisT posted at 11:34 PM.

沉静痛苦的10天... 心里想了许多许多. 很想天天把自己灌醉, 别去想, 别去管, 可是明早起床后还是觉得很难受. 虽然常会跟别人说跌倒后要自己爬起来但是自己却做不到. 很想念你的好, 你的美... 很想要你的关心... 但是一切都太迟了, 太迟了...

aRcHeMisT posted at 11:01 AM.

The rainy day did not kept me home throughout the day. I woke up early today to have my breakfast and also to prepare all the signature pages that was being done the duty before.

I cycled to the fire post and also back to station in the late morning to get the documents endorsed. Doing a bit of workout and sweating out feels good after all. Once my job was done, I submitted all the papers to my CSM and went home after that.

I was home by 1pm and had minced meat porridge. Rot a little and spent most of the time in front of the computer to check out MTV on Youtube. I only paused for my dinner and continued watching after which. It seems like everyone were busy on Sunday, most of the people ain't online. =/

aRcHeMisT posted at 11:31 PM.

More and more work came heading my way. Like what LTA Firdaus have said, "free" will always be a taboo word when it comes to work. Never ever say it when you are at your workplace. I did not say it yet...

My CSM came bugging at me for things that does not even involves me at all. Does it mean that I am gonna be a huge target board soon. I hoped not. Cause if that is the case, I cannot ORD in peace. I started churning out Fire Incident Report's signature page for those that doesn't do their work. Arse... make my life miserable when I am not even involved. I did not rest early and had to wake up at 3 odd in the morning to do my sentry.

I dropped dead when I reached home after duty. I woke up in the afternoon feeling sick; caught a cold and had a fever running. The body was aching and I felt very cold. I took 2 tablets of panadol and went back to sleep. Nobody was at home. -.-'' My mum only came home in the evening after visiting my grandma. She then prepared herbal tea for me. My dad came home drunk at 8? I don't like the scene and I went over to P4 to meet up with Jack.

Throughout, I did not talk much, only to play cards and drinking my beer. At least, i am not dead drunk like him. I don't utter rubbish and does stupid things like messing up the house.

After which, I went to McDonalds to rot and grab something chew on since I did not had any proper meals in the afternoon and evening. Took a cab home, bathed, blogged and went to sleep.

aRcHeMisT posted at 12:54 AM.

Felt really really tired after yesterday crazy outing trip with my rota mates. I only woke up in the morning at around 11am. Thankfully, I did not have any hangover since I had only 2 bottles of beer. The weather was also very nice to sleep since it was drizzling and raining for the entire morning.

I had my lunch at home before going out in the afternoon. I went to Bugis, got myself a Pierre Cardin wallet since the current 1 was getting worn out; I then went to SLS to check out on the computers pricing. I walked to P4 at 7 plus for a couple of drinks and played some card games with Jack and Crystal. Spent most of the evening time there since I did not want to go home early when my dad was at home. I just didn't like the feeling. I was home before 12, blogged and went to sleep after that.

aRcHeMisT posted at 11:57 PM.

So many things to blog about... I had a very crazy day so far.

11/03/2008
Today should be a peaceful duty day, however it turned out not. The first thing that happened in the morning was SGT Mazelan scolding the new clerk for his attitude. At least, my guys didn't get it.

The pumper skidded in the engine room after the morning scenario drill due to the oily surface but luckily it did not crash. And because of this, Juzaimi, Fahmie and I have to scrub the engine room with Visendran, Rohaizad and Stanley (new clerk) during routine time at 2pm. Ended up things didn't worked well and I had to yell at the freaking new clerk. Seriously, this was only the 2nd time i shouted or scolded anyone in the station. His attitude really piss me to the max. Simple instructions was given out by my DRC yet the job was only done by the Sergeants and Corporal. What was the Private doing? Darn. The worse part would be he even talked back and showed attitude not to me but also other Sergeants.

I didn't really have any mood to work and apart from the heavy workload, I seem to get more "trash" from my superiors just because some of my colleagues didn't do their work. Instead of they getting reprimanded, I had to take it.

12/03/2008
Right after the duty, I went back with Zul and Faisal. We walked to Northpoint before seperating our ways. Zul accompanied me to get my ATM cards changed, both at UOB and POSB bank. The cards that I used to have defaced easily. The processing and queuing took up most of the morning and I only reached home at 12 odd in the afternoon.

I had a bath and ratted at home till 3pm in the afternoon before going to Suntec to meet Abg Dol since we wanted to check out on the e-fair that was shown on Straits Times. Moreover, the Rota also had a Seoul Garden outing at Marina Square.

To our disappointment, there wasn't much at the fair and we didn't get anything. During which SSG Hidayat also joined us. Compared to the SG outing last year, we didn't eat that much but we do enjoyed ourselves. We took plenty of photos and after the makan trip, I joined Abg Dol, A-yat, Juzaimi, Anuar, Musa, Nazli for karaoke session at Cashbox @ Apollo Centre till 1am.

We then went to Dbl-O and join our group of R1 people to party. Stayed there till 3am before heading home.

aRcHeMisT posted at 3:41 AM.

08/03/2008
I went for Ex. Smoothflow today, the whole exercise was quite relaxing for me and the duty day went off quite fast since all the while im occupied. The only bad thing would be the barking incident by RSM. There was this urine test in the morning so he asked me if i had taken the test. I casually replied and he started "barking", saying i have no respect for him. Why bark? Just because he wanted to show off his rank to the SSG from CDA. Pathetic fella... -.-'' To be honest, he is the guy that cannot do anything at all. The only thing i can find worth respecting would be the experience other than that... oh well.

09/03/2008
I dropped dead instantly when i reached home. I only woke up in the evening to check out some mails and also have my meals. The only entertainment other that TV would be PSP. ^^

10/03/2008
The past few days have been raining quite a lot. It could be due to the wet season monsoon. I stayed home and stare blankly into space and I did not really expect myself to pick up a random book and start reading. I finally downloaded the game MotoGP by Namco. Guess the old game can keep me occupied for some time temporarily.

I went over to P4 in the evening. i had a few bottles of beer, chat with Jack and Jasby; meanwhile playing some poker card games with them. Went off at 11, took a bus and walked home.

aRcHeMisT posted at 12:15 AM.

Good times always comes to an end another time. Well, its true. Musa, Nasir and Mashairi ORD though. Darn... I wonder how station life would be without them. The jokers are "good" =X Anyway, we did created havoc during the night. Lol.


I had very solid off days and im very sure that i have rested very well since i did not go anywhere but just staying at home and sleeping throughout the past 2 days.

aRcHeMisT posted at 10:28 PM.

I felt too tired to put up any post yesterday. Too much of workload at 1 go and it seems that before i could hand over some of my current posts, my OC gave me another task of monitoring the MDT button usage for the station. I spent the entire my first day off in station participating in Ex. Smoothflow (run-through), a table top exercise which involves participants in times of crisis management. Meaning to say, im working non-stop for 36 hours. -.-'' Nvm, it will my turn to ORD soon.

I went out in the afternoon just now. Bought 2 decks of cards at Meridien, took a stroll down at Orchard Rd before heading to P4 for a couple of drinks. Ordered KFC delivery with Jack and Crystal before heading off home.


Nice...

aRcHeMisT posted at 11:03 PM.

It seems like every off day of me are that typical. Either i just went home to sleep else i would be late home from work. I should find more entertainment to spice up a little. I spent most of my day in the afternoon playing Jeanne D'Arc, a PSP game that was downloaded by my brother. I still could not finish playing the game after like 2 months odd. I like the game's storyline; story about medieval history, war and tactics.

I had my dinner at home and left for P4 after which. Hopefully can see a couple of friends since it is a Friday.

It seems like weird things like to happen on Friday nights. I was playing daidee with Jack and Crystal; so every time when the round ends, the loser will have to shuffle and redistribute the cards. So after playing for 5 rounds, we have 2 cards missing out of nowhere and it sort of freak out everyone. We tried searching everywhere near the bar top, the floor, the computer and even the rubbish bin and it still couldn't be found. -.-'' Had 2 shots of JW neat before taking a bus ride home.

aRcHeMisT posted at 11:43 PM.